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Who: Ginny, open to all members of Coma White and anyone who might be watching their show.
Where: Eden
When: Monday evening
To the few people who knew Ginny more as herself, and less as a performer... this was a sight they'd likely never forget: the pale, gothic beauty in her natural element, onstage with her band, Coma White.
She'd never been a huge fan of the name, or it's connotations, but Paige had come up with it when she helped her form the band. And no matter what they were called... this was Ginny at her best. Letting out every inner demon she had, in the form of lyrics that meant the world to her. When she spoke... her voice was a barely audible whisper. But when she was performing, her voice was a mighty roar, a primal scream direct from a tortured soul, letting her fears, tragedies, and triumphs hopefully inspire young women like herself to fight back, to rebel against all that tried to hold them down.
Tonight, she wore onstage a black vinyl gown that hugged every curve, but was slit up each side to right beneath the hips, and a black spiked choker, with her usual heavy goth makeup.
The band was in the middle of one of their trademark songs, and, due to it's lyrics, every time they performed it, the stage was inevitably rushed by young women eager to rock out, to rage against what angered them. Her voice, at first, was a husky, deep purring growl.
"It's true... I've got demons inside me... and sometimes? They need to speak.
My dark places... make me feel ugly.
My lips are glossed, but my heart is weak.
I'm diseased.... as seen on TV,
Please forgive me,
For not being pretty, or sexy... but God never blessed me."
But then, as she prepared to kick into the chorus, she burst into a gutteral, primal scream, that those who never saw her perform would never believe her capable of.
"HERE'S WHAT YOU'LL FIND
NEXT TIME YOU UNDRESS ME...
SCAAAAAARS!
WOUNNNNNDS!
I'M.... BRUISED...
WAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEE..... BLEEEEEEEED....
I'M YOUR BEAUTY!
WAAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEEE..... BLEEEEEEED....
BEAUTY FIEND!"
"Once again...
Without perfect teeth,
I begin...
The dream as I sleep, soon I've sinned.
My skin, it's still thick.
My mouth? As always, is brutally honest.
At my calmest, I'm tired of explaining
How it feels to be exploited,
and rated number one... two... or seventeen..."
"FUCK WHAT THEY PUT IN THOSE DAMN MAGAZINES!!!!!"
"SCAAAAARS! WOUNNNNNDS! I'M! UUUUUSED!"
"WAAAAAATCH... MEEEEEE.... BLEEEEEEED!
I'M NOT BEAUTY!
WAAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEE.... BLEEEEEEED....
BEAUTY QUEEN!"
"WAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEE..... BLEEEEEEEED....
I'M YOUR BEAUTY!
WAAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEEE..... BLEEEEEEED....
BEAUTY FIEND!"
STUCK INSIDE THIS MASK OF MINE
THERE'S NO PLACE FOR ME TO HIDE!
WON'T YOU PLEASE COME SUCK ME DRY,
DON'T TOUCH ME
DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME
DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME... WHY?
Can't you see beyond my skin
SIZE, my SHAPE, my ASS, my TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE
I'm just a girl
THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!!
"WAAAAAATCH... MEEEEEE.... BLEEEEEEED!
I'M NOT BEAUTY!
WAAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEE.... BLEEEEEEED....
BEAUTY QUEEN!"
"WAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEE..... BLEEEEEEEED....
I'M YOUR BEAUTY!
WAAAAAAATCH.... MEEEEEEE..... BLEEEEEEED....
BEAUTY FIEND!"
Why can't you see beyond my skin
SIZE, MY SHAPE, MY ASS, MY TITS
I am not your PRETTY FACE
I'm just a girl
THE GIRL YOU LOVE TO HATE!!!"
As the song ended, she sneered, taking a long breath as the girls in the crowd roared in applause.