*feels marginally better about things, having had a relatively normal conversation with Dior (with minimal touching and kissing) and having been reunited with his best friend (who gained even more bonus points for buying him porn!)*
*duly exhausted, goes to bed and falls into a very deep slumber*
*has a very strange (and very disturbing) dream*
*wakes up late in the morning, disorientated and a little bit frightened* *and then more than a little bit nauseated as he realises what that dream (memory?) must mean*
*leaves the house, as though still half-asleep, and goes out through the meadow to the river*
*goes for a swim but isn't sure he'll ever feel clean again*
*duly exhausted, goes to bed and falls into a very deep slumber*
*has a very strange (and very disturbing) dream*
*wakes up late in the morning, disorientated and a little bit frightened* *and then more than a little bit nauseated as he realises what that dream (memory?) must mean*
*leaves the house, as though still half-asleep, and goes out through the meadow to the river*
*goes for a swim but isn't sure he'll ever feel clean again*