I want to express why what happened today was not okay.
If you've known me for any length of time, you know how much I hate talking about life back home. Being the Minister's daughter is awkward and a lot of pressure, and I came here to escape a lot of that. But I'm going to talk about it now. Mark it on your calendars.
When I was born, in 1996, Great Britain was being terrorized by a dark wizard
known as V Vold whose name some of us still can't bring ourselves to say because of what he did. My dad wasn't the Minister back then. He was an auror who helped to protect the world from that dark wizard and his sycophants. Before I was even two years old, my dad's life was on the line because he spoke that dark wizard's name. He spent a long time after that running from people who would kill him for simply standing up for others, for protecting people, and until the day after my second birthday, we didn't know if he was alive or dead or if he'd ever come home.
I don't remember a lot about life back then, but I remember being afraid, all. the. time. I remember nightmares that still come, nothing that I could describe, nothing tangible, just terror and loss and heartbreak. It's gotten easier since You-Know-Who was defeated, but there's
always that fear that someone--maybe one of his sycophants, maybe just some lunatic--will take aim at my dad or me or my mum or my sister, that he'll be taken or we'll be taken, and it won't be a game with a foregone happy ending. It'll be real and horrific.
My dad's in a pretty powerful position, but people in MACUSA and magical governments across the world risk their lives like this every day. It's not fun. It's not a game. Their families often don't know if or when they're coming home. To see that used as the scenario for a senior bonding activity diminished the real terror of those experiences, the real danger that those who work for magical governments put themselves in to keep the rest of us safe.
I understand the purpose of the exercise, and I think with a different set-up, I would have enjoyed it immensely. As it stands, however, I can't shake the feeling that my life has just been used for a variation on Capture the Flag, and
that hu I am upset by that is wr that hurts.