Characters: Carmel, OPEN
Setting: Spiritual Room, around 8:30am
Carmel sighed quietly as she sat down in one of the chairs in the spiritual room. It wasn’t as early as the other day, but she’d only fallen into her second restless doze around six, and she was very tired. Five days now of not sleeping well, though when did she ever really anymore? It’d been worse than usual, though, and it was slowly but surely wearing on her, though she put on a pretty good face in public.
It was Sunday, though, and in her hands she held a Bible from the library. She wondered if she requested her Bible, from before prison, if she would get it. It had been her grandmother’s, and she would like to have it with her, if she could. She wasn’t the best of Catholics, this she knew, but she did hold the basic beliefs in her heart, and she did still pray.
She missed mass. She missed taking communion. She even missed confession, though she didn’t have that much to confess, really. But still. She missed it.
Sighing, Carmel unclasped the chain that held her cross around her neck, fingers wrapping around it as she ducked her head in prayer. She didn’t really know what to pray for, other than peace in this place, and good things for those she was already growing to care about. Peace and a resolution for his inner struggle, for Dominic. A solution for Becka’s problems. No trouble for the people here, or from the people here.
Maybe some sleep for herself. Uninterrupted, with no nightmares. Heh. Who was she kidding. Last time she’d had that was probably with Franklin, and that was so very long ago…
She sighed again, wishing once more for the soothing ritual of Mass. This room was comforting, but not in the same way. Her kitchen was at least as soothing, and she really should go cook something. Maybe a BLT for breakfast. Those were good even cold, usually.
But in a few minutes. It was early yet. She flipped open the Bible and started reading quietly. Too bad no one in here seemed remotely interested in a Bible study…