Dean?
... I just wanted to let you know, I still hate you. For everything you put me through that night? Telling me we should just take different hemispheres because it would be easier? Then ignoring every call I ever gave you...
All of that.
It was only better and easier for you. Easier to drop off your problems and fears, and try to burry them. You brought this on, Dean. Don't you ever forget that! If you had just picked up that phone, just once! I'd still be there! Following you around like a pathetic puppy, like I did for all those years that we looked for dad, and after that!
I was loyal to you, Dean. You were my big brother, my world, and this? You think this was funny? Was the right choice?
You're going to pay for it now, Dean. You and everyone close to you. If it wasn't for you... None of this would have happened.
Dad should have let you stay dead. Cas should have never pulled you out of the pit. I was fine without you.
Everytime I said I wanted my brother back, I was wrong. I never needed you. You only held me back.