Accidental Mass Text - Meant for Damon Salvatore, Lyle Bennet & Matt Donovan
Sunday is July first, which means there's only a month a half until I'm a father. There's only a month and a hand half until I'm a father and I'm terrified. You'd think that almost getting killed on an almost weekly basis by vampires was more terrifying, but it's not.
[right after]
What if I screw this up? I'm only seventeen. I don't know the first thing about being a father. I know I've been practicing with Emma, but it'll be different when it's Sheila. What if I can't do anything right? What if in a few years Bonnie resents me for getting her pregnant? Last week we got in all these stupid arguments when we weren't ourselves and I'd hate to wind up like that later on down the road.
[right after]
I love Bonnie more than I've loved anyone and I already love Sheila and I don't want to screw this up. I wish Ric or my dad or even John were here. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so terrified.
[right after]
What if I screw this up? I'm only seventeen. I don't know the first thing about being a father. I know I've been practicing with Emma, but it'll be different when it's Sheila. What if I can't do anything right? What if in a few years Bonnie resents me for getting her pregnant? Last week we got in all these stupid arguments when we weren't ourselves and I'd hate to wind up like that later on down the road.
[right after]
I love Bonnie more than I've loved anyone and I already love Sheila and I don't want to screw this up. I wish Ric or my dad or even John were here. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so terrified.