Alright, you know what?
I've had the worst few days I've had in a long time, my husband's lying in bed injured worse than I've seen in a while. My brother in law's going to hell in a month and I can't even...
Just so you're all clear on what Deals are? They're not a joke, they're not a way out of a bad situation you can fix later. You don't get to fix them. Sure, one in every six billion of us has heavenly intervention but generally, you sell your soul. You're gonna go to the pit be it in ten years or ten minutes. And yes. I've seen both extremes. You don't get to get out of them. You shouldn't get to get out of them. Hell shouldn't be treated like a vacation spot or deals made for kicks. You'll get there and you'll be tortured, and sure some of you are alll kinds of badass. You've suffered before, you don't care, you're better than us grubby little demons, you can go out there all guns blazing and send us back. Do you ever wonder why demons are topside so much? Hell is just that, its hell. One month up here? Ten years. Ten. And for all that time from when you get down there. You're torn apart and put back together so many times you actually start to forget you're a person, then you stop being a person. Slowly, it happens slowly because they ask you, every once in a while the torture stops and they ask you, pick up the knife, hurt someone and the pain will stop for you, and everyone breaks...One man didn't break. In all of history, one man. Everyone else, they broke eventually, and no, don't think you can be the second. You can't.
And even if its actually made for a good reason, knowing what it means? Then take the bad. Know what you did, know the consequences and know whats gonna happen. And the thing is, Crowley'll tell you the same, because you know what you get when you sign up. But he'll also do everything in his power to persuade you to. Because they're his business. And every single one of those bitches you find at the crossroads, they work for him.
I'm sick of how lax people treat deals. Assuming people'll find a loophole. You won't find a loophole. And I'm done acting like people don't know what they're getting into. Cause now, you do. You all do.
Uh, sorry about last night, guys.