I'm not sure I should have spent the last couple of hours going back on the boards and reading about the things that happened the last time I'm here.
I can't believe that I
How could I have done
Why would I
I feel I owe many of you an apology. I don't have an explanation for the things I did or said the last time I was here. I don't remember any of it, but it was still me.
Right? I know saying the words isn't anywhere near enough, but if I hurt you, I'm so very sorry.
God. Especially to you and Emma. Ruby, I'm so sorry. I don't even have words. How can I make this up to you?
Is this why you've been distant? Because it isn't your fault.
I honestly have no idea what to say. Maybe I hit my head? Or was possessed? I can't fathom what on this earth made me do and say some of those things I apparently did and said. I'm just...so sorry, Sweetheart.
Please don't hate me.
Hi, Sweetie. I have a project I could use your help with if you're interested. For your mom.
Do you have any pictures of Emma and the kids that I can use for a scrapbook for Emma?