mythopoeics

[Private]
I'm not freaking out. I'm not. I'm totally not freaking out right now. No, indeed. Oh, jesus fuck. I'm married...with CHILDREN. Which...well, that's not the disconcerting part, is it, Gabija? No. No, it isn't. The disconcerting part is who I married. Oh goodness. At least here I'm not insanely younger.

For fuck's sake. I'm married to an angel. Which would probably be praise if he ever saw this. Because he's secretly a demon...and a brat. And somehow this doesn't bother me. Dammit.

[Public]
My head hurts. Also...what the fucking fuck hell is going on right now? I need cupcakes. Fuujin, you can help me eat them...only I don't know where you are

[ filter; ryujin ]
CONCUBINE?

[ filter; izanagi ]
OSSAN YOU KNEW

[ filter; sigyn* ]
ARE YOU EVEN STILL DEAD

[ filter; public ]
IS THIS REAL LIFE

[ ooc: i am aware she has been executed~ he's still filtering to her. ]

How curious. How did I forget about this for so long? It has been such a long time for remembering. Such a long time.

Theseus...Do you remember, too? You are my brother but you are not my brother. What a curious phenomenon.

Does this happen a lot? It's a good thing I didn't get a goldfish before I was disappeared...This is like waking up to find you are in Wonderland. I wonder where the looking-glass is. Or the rabbit hole.

Does it make sense now?
Everything keeps shifting.
Fall into place inside your head.
The birds can't fly away.

[Filter: Trojan Family]
Please tell me, how do you fare?

You'd think we'd be used to knowing we're being thoroughly fucked with by this point, and yet I still expect someone to buy me dinner beforehand. That's, at least, the classy thing to do.

[ filter; family ]
Is it too much to ask for a status report?

[ filter; zurvan family ]
If it matters, I've enjoyed our connection.

So
This is
I

Is it time to go home yet? I'm so over this shit.

[Filter: Apollo]
We're in a whole new place where I didn't even know you and still you manage to steal my heart with little to no effort.

I was engaged and everything...and you saved my life and stole my heart all at the same time. That sounds so pathetic...but I guess that's okay.

Also...I hope I forget some of the things I did here.

[Filter: Private]
I helped bury dead bodies. I helped bury dead bodies. WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT IS MY ENTIRE LIFE? I AM ENGAGED AND WORKING FOR A MAN THAT KILLS PEOPLE AND THEN MAKES ME BURY THEIR BODIES! How in fucking fuck do I even end up in these situations. Fuck. I don't know if I can tell anyone ever. EVER!

[Rosier had come slowly to the realization of who he was. He looked at the journals and quietly ignored all the other journals. People had obviously remembered things. He felt vulnerable in the knowledge that other people knew him. Would they remember his true name? He didn't know. If they did...well, it was only a matter of time before his brothers found him. The panic came on slow but coiled tight around his chest and he got up, leaving his study and his work to go to an empty little shack across the fields. It was his place. People could find him there. He knew.

Fuck.

People knew. They'd seen. He couldn't handle that. Not right now. Not around other people. He could barely focus. Once he got to the room, he sat down and started breathing slowly, trying to calm himself, level his emotions and put it all behind him. That was what he would do. He would ignore it. He would ignore all of it.

There was one singular prayer muttered into his knees. His anger with his father was placed aside for that brief moment. The need for guidance was more important and yet he was still angry. He couldn't stop being angry. "You won't help me...even if I need you," he spat before going back to practicing his breathing. He was always better at helping himself. He didn't need anyone else. He closed his eyes. The only good thing he could see right now...was that he was at least spared marriage. Maybe he'd actually partake in the opium. It wouldn't help anything...but at least he wouldn't have to think.]

[He'd been married. With daughters. It was the oddest of feelings but that's what had happened. Last time he recalled a sister but this time someone took things further. But there had been no mention of Khaos at all. Maybe he'd have to ask--

Oh. Oh wait.]

[Filter: Hypnos]

...I'm sorry I wasn't there to hold you as you went.

[Filter: Pasithea]

Where are you?

[Filter: Zurvan Family]

I need to leave for a while. Do...whatever you need to.

WHAT THE FUCK? DADDY, HATHOR, MA'AT, ANUBIS, NEPHTHYS, ISIS, OSIRIS, SET. I want to know where you people are at THIS INSTANT.

Also, I have a kitten. My mind loves this but I also have stretch marks. Oh my God, someone will be set on fire in the next three seconds if I don't get explanations NOW.