Hey Maryanne.
I know you don't know me very well but you know that I'm a god and I've been a god before the storm happened. I'm far from being an expert but I at least gained some experience about what it's like to be a god. Tony told me what happened between you and Loki. It was me who guessed it. I know it is none of business and I am the last person to judge you for it, I just wanted to tell you that what you have done is probably what every other person would have done as well. I know of exactly two other cases where the married gods have been united. Both of them ended in cheating and one of them included myself. I was married to my god's goddess. She was slowly killing me and I couldn't get out of the marriage. I'm far from being proud of what I did. I am disgusted with myself. I thought I should be stronger but I wasn't. I thought having this wonderful woman by my side who I love more than anything else should make me that strong. But eventually gods are wankers. They overpower you and they leave you no choice.
Would I want to do it again? No. Never. I would never want to do anything to hurt this wonderful and gorgeous woman. Will I do it again if she is around and all over me? I wish I could say I wouldn't but I don't know. I never do the things I expect to do when I'm around Hel.
You don't have to reply. I thought it would be nice for you to know that you are not the only one.
Best, Ty