Spinning Compass Comunications

Thank you! There is no need to apologise. I had a bad day and I nearly hit someone with my car. And congratulations on the pregnancy.

Since you are refusing to talk to me, I'm just not going to try anymore. If you don't want to be with me than that's fine. But, I want to say that I'm scared shitless, I don't care how many people say that I'm not alone, but I feel very alone with this pregnancy and I'm scared that something is going to happen. I was just as surprised as you were. There I said it, I may be happy about this, but I'm so terrified and I don't have you. Here, I attached a picture of my 9 week ultrasound.

( Our baby..... )

I wanted everyone to know that I'm fine and back to normal. I know that I'm broadcasting this for everyone...but I want to make this public. I hurt some people and the one that I hurt the most is my girlfriend Quinn. I want to tell her that I love her very much, and here's a song that I want to sing in her honor. Quinn, I love you very much you and Grace are my world. I hope you like this one.

singing could be heard from Rachel

"Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more"

A Thousand Years

Seddrinth would like to see you. I'll make myself scarce.

Normally I'd ask Izzy but maybe you're better for this kinda thing. Is it too much to ask you to come shopping with me? I need some different clothes. Nothing I own looks right with my hair.

I hope that you weren't too terribly embarrassed that I did that with everyone hearing but I wanted everyone to know how much that you really do mean to me. I'll be home tomorrow okay? Just wanted to give you some space. But, I do have something for you, I promise it won't show up on the network, only to you. This possession sort of gave me a little self confidence in wanting to be more sexy for you, so here it goes. You can look at it tonight.

( Hope you like this one )