mythopoeics

Fuck this.

[She leaves her journal open for a while, pen resting on top of it. She's tired of this whole stupid cycle. Worse, she feels helpless and trapped, and that just makes her angrier. There isn't a thing that she can do about any of this.

She reaches for the journal with the brilliant idea of throwing it at the wall, but pauses. Maybe not such a good idea. The last thing she needs is for someone to take the journal away.]

So here's a philosophical question for all of you: what makes this life any less real than the life we think we were living in New York in 2012? Maybe this is real life. Maybe we're all just crazy.

I'm open to other theories.

[Filter: Charon]
As far as I can tell, I'm in some sort of psychiatric asylum. Are you all right?

For once, it's a good thing I read this damn thing before jumping to conclusions. Good to know I'm not the only with some stupid thing buzzing around my head. He's been alright, mostly. Moving papers and hiding the remote, but nothing too bad. Leaves Hnf alone, and hasn't woken me up when I'm trying to sleep, so guess I just have to hope it's gone soon.

What do these things eat, anyway? Or do they eat?

[Filter: Family (myth & zurvan)]

I feel maybe it's time I mention something important in case I haven't. And I don't think I have. A child of mine from Zurvan came with me here. He remains mine and Ma'at's. So. I'm a father.

I don't think I need to say how incredibly new this is for me. Nephews and nieces are one thing. Knowing who and what I am makes this distracting. Not in a bad way, I think. Just distracting from the norm.

That's all.

[Filter: Charon]

I saw your post now. I had my hands full with Nikolaas and...well, yes.

You don't fuck it up by being someone other than yourself. Or so I've heard that's the best way to go. I don't know a thing about relationships other than what I've observed. And my marriage in Zurvan lasted because Ma'at's a patient woman.

It's Fall, and I've only taken my boat out once since we got back from... yeah. Thinking of making a trip, if anyone's brave enough to want to try it with me I can fit up to six people including myself semi-comfortably. All I ask is that you know how to swim, not get seasick, and know how to pack for the potential wind chill factor. Otherwise, I've been told I'm a good captain, and I've yet to lose anyone on one of my trips so that might be a plus. Oh, and you have to like dogs, since Hnf is always my co-pilot.

[ filter; family ]
I think Mary and I are dating. How do I not fuck this up?

I keep thinking things like, Why bother renewing my lease when I don't know if I'll be in New York City or some crazy parallel universe a year from now? I suppose I should be grateful that it hasn't turned into, Why bother going to work?

Is anyone else having trouble with this long-term planning thing?

[Filtered to Greek Underworld]
I remember who I am. Hecate. I don't even know if I am going about this the right way but hello.
[/end of Filter]

I purchased a dog today. His name is Atticus.

ooc: there was a minilog for hecate's remembering but my computer killed it

I don't know what to say. At least my dog was still in good health. And I still have my job.

[Mary.]
You wanna go for a walk sometime?

[filter: charon]
I am sorry for what I did to you. 

[filter: tezcatlipoca]
I think it's time I found somewhere else to stay.

I cannot decide which is worse, here or Rome, and I very much would like to go home.

I would say that his is weird, but unfortunately it's really not.

[filter: hemera]
You okay? Charon and I are married again, which is strangely normal. Let us know if you need anything.

[filter: charon]
I think I've said this before, but repeating is okay: this changes nothing for me. Meet you in the park later?

I hate July. Corpses start to stink much faster in July. Therefore, people should do their best not to die until winter, since that makes my life easier.

I've come to the decision that I need to learn to defend myself. I do know how to shoot but if I was in trouble and there was no gun or someone to aide me, I would be in great danger. So, that goes on the ever growing list of things I wish to accomplish.

[Private to Charon]
I'm sorry.
You will be...
She's better for you
No
[/Filter]

I think a change of occupation is in order. Here I am a young stranger. I don't blame pregnant women for having a hard time trusting me.

It seems like there are always whispers of discontent, but right now they seem louder than ever. I just want to remind everyone that it's often better to stop and take a breath and think things through before you do something completely rash.

And now I am going to take my children to the park.

[Filter: Charon]
Do you want to meet up with us when you're done with work?

Why is it when I finally get the all-clear the weather is cloudy? Still going boating though, if anyone wants to come with.

I have a new found dislike for extended hospital stays. I also hate jello. I may have thrown it at the nurse who told me I had to eat my dinner.

Don't throw when injured. It tugs on all the stitches on one's side. Really not advisable.

Edit, Filter: Charon
My dear - how are you faring?

As soon as I get the all clear I'm going boating.

[filter; mary]
You wanna come with?

If anyone is looking for flowers to bring to those stuck in the hospital, there was a cancelled wedding and I have more than what I know what to do with.  Free of charge.

[address with a link to google maps]

[Filter: Set]
How are you doing?
You stood me up.

[Filter: Charon]
How are you doing?
If you're ever feeling up for it, let me take you out for a drink.

[Filter: Syrinx]
How are you doing?
Do you like board games?

( save sorrow for the souls in doubt, bleed every care out... )

Not looking forward to fighting, but I guess it's what has to be done.

[Filter: Charon]
I'm going to try to come see you tonight, if that's okay?

[Filter: Hemera]
My husband has some sort of private box thing, which is where I'll be watching from. If you want, you're welcome to join me. Strength in numbers, right?

[Filter: Hermes]
If I want to see one of the gladiators, what do I have to do?

((OOC: Dated afternoon of May 24 but posted now because time zones.))

Why?

[Filter: Matilda]
Um, hi. I don't know you, but I know your brother here?. Can we talk?

[Filter: Charon]
Guess who my husband is.

Up to tell me where you are and if you're okay? I mean, Nyx people? Hi? I'm regressing.

I'm also getting married.

Can we see how much I don't want that?

[ filter; horus ]

I'm marking this as another dot in the oddness of my life but. One more to the family?

[FILTERED TO CHARON]
So, this is strange to say but Hello, I'm your sister. How are you? Are you alright? Do you need anything? I'm not sure how helpful I will be but I can try my best.

...Also, my name is Matilda.

[filter; true family]
I'm married to a woman named Kallista. But if she's here, she may be someone. I wonder who...

How are you all?

This is oddly familiar. Except that apparently I'm a Roman now. And rich. Stupid Romans.

[Filter: Aaron & Underworld minus Minos]

Situations?

[Filter: Osiris]

Brother.

One cannot be a mother without children, and I am blessed with many wonderful children. Thank you for all that you do, my darlings. Life wouldn't be the same without you all. I am truly lucky. Today has been lovely so far, and it's utterly gorgeous out. I hope tonight is clear and dark and as lovely as the day is.

[Filter: Her Children\Nieces\Nephews\Grandchildren]
I do hope everyone is well - besides those whom I've recently spoken with - tell your mother how things are going?

[Though he's not usually one for showy displays, on Mother's Day Charon finds a way to deliver a present to his mother, Nyx. After searching high and low, he was able to locate a night-blooming cereus plant, and thinking it was more appropriate than some brightly colored bouquet was able to obtain it for the woman who brought him into the world.]

To all the mothers out there, former and current - hope you have a good day.

Hn.

Sunday is Mother's Day. As such, all mothers who come to Nightshade will get two free drinks all weekend long - Friday Night Through Sunday Night. So come enjoy the fun.

Filter: Private Self
Where's the redbull when I need it? It's getting so sunny out during the days. All I want to do is hibernate.

[It had been a couple of days since he had met Hermes. The pigeon comment shouldn't have weighed on his mind but it did. He was reminded of the little bastard that had come into his home, shat all over the place and then had escaped through the most clever of ways. It would have been more impressive if Thanatos had not wanted to murder the damn bird. It had been someone, he knew that much.

Most recently, his favourite nephew brought up Hermes. The thief, the swift messenger of the gods. Silver-tongued and manipulative. Why if he didn't know any better...

And then it all finally sank in.]

Hermes, you motherfucking, cocksucking whoreson.

What is it about nice weather that brings out the dumbasses of humanity? It's like as soon as the sun starts shining people lose all common sense.

Hn, and people wonder why I prefer being out on my boat.

It would appear I give my classmates far too much credit.

[Filter: Leukothoe]

I trust you are well?

[Filter: Family (in-laws included, of course!)]

Charon, I think you're older now. Unless I'm mistaken.

Are we all well? In one piece and all? I woke up with twigs in my hair.

Don't think I'm going to run out of change any time soon if this keeps up.

I woke up late, turned my alarm clock into an apple, turned my bagel into an apple, and then turned my wallet into an apple.

I just want to point out that Genesis doesn't actually mention apples at all.

Anyway, after sitting around for two hours I was able to finally get out the door.

[Filter: Charon]

Do you want to do something? Preferably something that avoids touching inanimate objects as much as possible.

[Filter: Hemera]

Are you all right?

[Filter: Charon]

This We should

This doesn't change anything for me, but I guess we should talk about things?

[Public]

Aaand here we go again. Anyone have any good theories?

[His father was Zeus. Zeus, the only man who could terrify him. The man who had broken into his apartment, touched him, threatened him. And now he was dying. How could he feel for a man who terrified him, but who had also been his father for twenty-five years?]

Pasithea? Thanatos?

( a warning to the people, the good and the evil: this is war~ )

Was that blood?

Some days, I get why brother's overprotective.

Ilium's too quiet. I guess since everywhere has been getting all the parties, I wouldn't mind seeing something nice around here. Change of pace and everything.

I swear, if someone tramples through my garden one more time...

Well, I haven't come up with a suitable punishment yet, but I'm sure I'll think of something. It's not like I keep the garden for fun, you know.

Dear lungs,

I am extremely pleased with the work you have performed since my birth, truly. But lately I've been denoting the propensity for you to attempt to leave my chest via coughing and I'm really not happy about it. Kindly understand your job is for life.

Love,

Hemera

Being sick? Never gets old.

You people are all pretty boring and whiny.

A year since I brought you all to me, a year. It is time we met face to face, Godlings. My name is Khaos and your lives will be ending shortly. And most assuredly painfully.

What did you think, that everything was just a coincidence? There are none. You're mine, all of you. Bending, breaking, twisting beneath my will and desires. You feed me and I keep you from becoming nothing.

Did you like my friends? Those who have been watching you alongside me? Your arrogance brought your downfall before little ones. It will soon end and you will be nothing- not gods, not mortals, no souls- nothing but forgotten stories the mortals tell poorly.

Good-bye.



[ooc: remember to direct any ooc questions & the like here]

I don't much care for holidays, but I'm thankful that the people I care for are all here and safe. Let's hope this lasts through the end of the year.

The holidays are always a crazy time of year, this year no exception. I volunteered to work Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, driving people to church if they want to go and spending the day with the families. Which also means I get New Year's off. Really, I'd probably work New Year's too, if there was no one else. We have so many families right now and this is a really tough time of the year to be between homes.

Anyway, it sounds like people have much more exciting plans than mine. Happy holidays, everyone! Here's hoping they're quiet...