Apr. 20th, 2020 at 8:52 AM
My - Paige's - biological father keeps reaching out to me. Her. WHatever. He's trying, I guess, to make amends for my mother's horrible words and actions on the 20th. He's apologized, he says he misses he, he makes a very big point to say he wishes "we" were well, but just can't forget the look t his face when mother went off on her tirade about me. Like I can help whos I was born. Hell, she's the one that gave birth to me. I told him that we were fine and being safely isolated. Yes, of course, I would be crushed if he - or mother died. But I just... I know I should forgive him, I just... I'm not ready yet. And I wonder if that makes me a bad daughter.