For two weeks now, Dan had been waiting - he wasn't sure for what exactly, he'd never done this before, but waiting for something. For another hallucination, maybe, another break with reality. Another conversation that only happened in his head. Every interaction was underlaid with a creeping sense of paranoia; it all
felt real, but so had that first talk with Molly, and he found himself second-guessing almost every waking moment these days. He could never know for sure, that was the worst part. Any conversation could turn ugly without warning, any experience could be a lie, and the uncertainty would have been driving him crazy even if he
hadn't already been losing his mind. Molly had promised him that they would figure this out, but with all due respect to her formidable optimism, he just wasn't sure he believed her - they had nothing to go on except a conversation that hadn't happened, that he wasn't willing to tell her about now that he knew it wasn't real, and that didn't seem like enough. Honestly, he was almost ready for the next part, whatever it was. At least then
something would be happening beyond waiting and trying to keep from panicking.
For now, Molly was just being a good friend and waiting with him - watching cheesy movies, talking about nothing, doing her level best to keep him distracted. Some of the time it helped, giving him something mindless and normal to focus on, and some of the time it just made him paranoid - he kept expecting her to
know, to remember the conversation he knew she hadn't really been there for, and it kept him a little bit on edge. He was pretty sure she could tell, but she hadn't said anything, like if they didn't talk about it he'd be able to just forget and watch some stupid movie about ninjas without worrying. And, what the hell, maybe she was right. Dan's coping method of turning things over and over in his head, analyzing each moment, trying to predict and working himself into a quiet panic - that sure as hell wasn't working, maybe Molly had the right idea. She'd showed up this afternoon with a DVD and popcorn, and she'd actually gotten a smile out of him, so she must have been doing something right.
He'd tuned out at some point, though, gotten lost in his own head again, because all of a sudden she was snapping her fingers in front of his face and jerking him back to the here and now. Blinking rapidly, he looked over just in time to catch "...earth to Dan!" Whatever she'd said before that, he'd missed it completely, but by this point he was pretty sure she was used to that - she'd gotten good at catching his eye before she said anything important, remembering that he needed to see her lips move most of the time. Now that she had his attention she smiled, pulling her hand back. "There you are. Jeez, I was about to start shaking you."
( Sorry, I got lost for a second. )(NARRATIVE)