Can we skip to the end of the week already?

[Lavender]

I know I told Ernie I can't think of you as alive, and that's still true. Like, if you were alive you would have been there today and yesterday. You wouldn't have missed Seamus' wake for anything. But I guess you don't even know he's dea gone. I'm kind of jealous of that, you know? Not the whole being in a coma and probably never waking up thing, but the not knowing about Shay and Sophie and Joanna and Felix and even yourself. I wish I didn't know about any of you, you all hurt so much. But even though you're not alive, I need you to not die. I can't go to your funeral too, Lav. I know my social life is always busy when we're not at school, but it's not usually a week of funerals. That's what it is right now. Funeral after funeral, today there were two. Seamus and Sophie, the same day. It's only the beginning of the week, and I can't do it anymore. I can't get through this week and then have to go to your funeral too. Please wake up, Lav. I need you.