[ LISA TURPIN ]

Do you think we should be offering food to people? Like — that's something we can do, right? And maybe have people help us, if needed?

I watched Titanic again and I really think if Rose had moved just a bit, Jack could have made it, too.

Can I say something?

I'm not fine. I'm not FUCKING fine. I'm not alright. I'm not okay. I'm not content or celebratory or anything like that, and NONE OF YOU ARE EITHER. Can we all just STOP FUCKING LYING about being fine and accept that the last year was 6000 liters of unmitigated BULLSHIT and that we're all at least some degree of miserable? All of us. Every last one of us. NOBODY IS FINE.

We have LOST FRIENDS. We have LOST FAMILY. We are HURT and SUFFERING, and we are NOT FINE. And I don't know WHY WE'RE PRETENDING WE'RE FINE WHEN WE AREN'T

Home sweet Ernie's home.

If anyone needs a place to stay because of whatever circumstances, my gran has four extra guest rooms that are open. We'd be happy to help in whatever way we can--shelter or otherwise. No questions asked, no expectations, no strings.

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• I didn't really feel like saying no was an option
• they promised us internships with the Ministry of Magic, St. Mungo's, and The Daily Prophet
• I was worried about the effect Dumbledore's Army was having on the school, encouraging students to break rules, vandalize, and increase anti-Slythetin sentiments (i.e. why did they give all of the houses a care package but Slytherin?)
• I was really worried about what would happen without the prefect system so I wanted to help restore order
• I was very worried about my grades and needed the extra tutoring sessions that were only given to HEP members
• I have low blood sugar and wouldn't have been able to do well with the food that was only being supplied to HEP members
• Hugh was regularly threatening me saying that if I didn't do my job I'd make it look like he was the bad guy so I felt like I had to
• I don't remember hexing Meredith anything that happened at the battle after seeing my father lost his leg/I was in a blind rage

If I'm promised anonymity/confidentiality:

• I was following the lead of older students (Draco, Vincent) who chained up second years in our common room and hexed and cursed others in the hallways
• the Carrows were close associates with my father and I felt family pressure to follow their lead
• Thorfinn made me hex Jack and Charlotte

So is anyone else traumatized and barely sleeping or

What does Batman get in his drinks?

Just ice.

I NEED FUCKING MONEY TO BUY FUCKING FOOD YOU MONSTERS LIKE I DON'T ALREADY HAVE A DEAD FATHER I AM SUPPOSED TO BURY AT SIXTEEN HAHAHAHA


If you call winning a war forcing the children of those involved to be prevented from withdrawing enough funds to buy necessities such as food, I hope to Rowena that you sleep well at night with your good conscience.

WARDED TO ISAAC MONTAGUE.

Isaac? Are you awake?

WARDED TO VINCENT CRABBE.

You fucking idiot. I actually had some kind of hope for you, you know? I thought maybe your whole bully bullshit was just some means of proving what a Big Man you were to Malfoy and his lot. But apparently not. No, apparently, you decided you liked them and the way they thought and everything they stood for so much that you wanted to die for it.

Well, fuck you. Fuck you and your stupid pastries and your gifts that you always pretended were anonymous and were obviously from you. And fuck you for making me wonder if you weren't completely awful so that now when I have to read your name on the list of people who passed, I am sorry that I can't go to your stupid funeral. Not that I would want to be anywhere near any of your stupid friends.

But I can't help feeling that you could have had better, if you'd given yourself the chance. And I'm sorry that I couldn't convince you otherwise.

Goodbye.

WARDED TO MICHAEL CORNER.

Hi.

WARDED TO S6G.

If anyone runs into Matthew Avery, please let him know I'm planning on making his life utterly miserable.

WARDED TO ASHTON, SAM, STERLING, DAISY, ISAAC.

Hey.

WARDED TO LIZZIE.

Lizzie, tell me something happy.

WARDED TO HEP.

What is going to happen to us?

WARDED TO SUSAN.

Are you okay??? Did something happen with your heart? They wouldn't let me see you.