[Blaise]So, things have been kind of mental lately. Especially on my end and I know it's been rather unfair to you during everything, and for that I am sorry. You've been really good to me and I want to show you how much you mean to me. I want to get this right, and I don't want this to become a typical pattern. Because you deserve so much better then I've been giving lately. I don't want to just say it, I want to just do it becasue I'm aware that actions speak louder than words. I need you to see that you still make my stomach do flip-flops when I see you first thing in the morning, how I take way too much time to pick out what I'm going to make when it's my turn to bring lunches, and really, just how wonderful you are in my eyes.
I just want to spend time with you. Just you. No work, no schooling, nothing else. Just you and me, making dinner with good conversation and maybe a new album I picked up becasue I thought you'd enjoy it. I adore you so much, and I really want to make sure you know and feel that for as long as you'll let me.
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