Initiative Journal Network

I have to admit, as much as I miss my Sébena, I'm much more secure in the knowledge she is far away from London right now. It's bad enough worrying about the health of one germ machine. I mean... child.

[Gin]
So, not coming back for a bit? Of course, it was general, but the announcement had to be made.

[Ollie]
My team mates seem to be dropping like flies. I might need a drink to calm the nerves.

This might be the sleep deprivation talking, but my son looks so small in the bed right now.

This is crushing me slowly.

He doesn't get why I can't tell the nice Healer that he wants to go home. Why only his aunts and uncles have come to visit and why his best friends can't come and visit too. Or really, why Papa has to get out of bed to go use the loo for five minutes. This kid is not a clinger. I can barely get him to cuddle with me while we read bedtime stories usually.

I now understand how my parents felt when we were kids and Paddy got sick.

Fuck. I can't