. . . Huh.

( For Ethan )

( For Gabriel )

It's not fair.

Current Mood: devastated

Last call for the trip to Coruscant.

We're shipping out in a couple weeks, once the Kelvin passes her last inspection.

I couldn't be more excited in a vat of Viagra.

Thank you to all of those who are giving us the opportunity to explore their homes. I promise to not disrupt things too much.

( Gabriel )

Current Mood: mischievous

Hey Ethan. You okay?

It's taken me a week to process the end of that awful show.

I just want to say one thing. Elle, Ethan? If it hadn't been for you two, I wouldn't be who I am today. So thank you for allowing me to be the naturally evil bastard I am without all the crazy insanity that guy obviously has.

What the hell did you do, Nakamura? We're supposed to be looking for Peter and my kids! Not teleporting exactly where we were!

Current Mood: annoyed

( Sylar )

( Nathan )

[[ooc: Heroes spoilers under the cuts, and likely in comments]]

( Maddie )

. . . . . . . . Mom?

( Elle and Ethan )

Younger me, how about you an I go out tonight and have some fun? Seeing as I have the last few days had nothing other to do than observe the habits of others I've found a few...goodies one could say.

Cloning, and gravitational manipulation.

Are you in, or are you out? And yes, there's a wrong answer.

Ok People, here's the deal. I need a new place to live. Azzy and Pulse I should start this by saying that the place I am at is great, but i have this unshakable urge to move again. Could never stay in one place too long. It's been wonderful, and thanks for helping me get the place to begin with.

SO, what this means people is I need suggestions. Everyone, the game is "Rajani's next home town" the first to make a suggestion wins a prize... or just my happy smile.

Ok... Start!

( To all the people in my life, i.e. Ethan, Elle, older Me and his Ethan, Maddie and Sam(both sets), Tess, Des and Petey, Older Des, younger Claire, and Nathan and Peter. )

[OOC: Pretend these were all given out Christmas morning]

Happy Birthday Ethan. A little birdie told me your birthday is actually today, and not yesterday like Peter's.

Hope you like it, honey.

( My Elle and my Ethan )

Mama who bore me
Mama who gave me
No way to handle things
Who made me so sad

Mama, the weeping
Mama, the angels
No sleep in Heaven, or Bethlehem

Some pray that one day
Christ will come a'-callin'
They light a candle
And hope that it glows
And some just lie there crying
for him to come and find them
But when he comes they don't know how to go

Mama who bore me
Mama who gave me
No way to handle things
Who made me so bad

Mama, the weeping
Mama, the angels
No sleep in Heaven, or Bethlehem

Oh god, Mom, it wasn't Jude. It wasn't Jude, it was Peter. In my dream, it's Peter. All the blood, oh god, and Sylar! Sylar's gonna kill him, Mom. Sylar's gonna kill him. We have to stop it! We have to stop him!

[OOC: He thinks that he's locked this post down to just Natalie, but he was too distressed that he hit "post" without double checking the locking feature, hee. So anybody can respond to this.]

Current Mood: distressed

How does one choose between love and lust?

There's the love that's already there. Strong, long lasting love that's safe. The right way to go and the right thing to do. Love that will bring you happiness for years, that will bring you perhaps even a family in time.

But then there's lust.

And lust. Lust is a burning passion that consumes your body and makes you forget love in that moment, because in it all that matters is the adrenalin running through your body. All that you want is to let that passion run freely, and it often makes you forget about everything and everyone you love, which is the opposite of love, because no matter how much you love you'll never forget about passion.

The difficult thing is finding a balance with the two, and if one can't find the balance needed, what do you go with? Which path do you take? Love, or lust?

It's driving me crazy that I don't even know if I can talk about him. He's so...unsure. He hardly lets me touch him with lights on. I had to catch him completely off guard to kiss him because he would always duck away. I don't know what to do with it.