It's over.That was all Emmeline had to say to the last remaining remnants of the once
powerful Order of the Phoenix. She had come down from her bedroom early that morning, unsurprised to see the usual gathering. It had been a daily routine, when no word, no
sign of...it had felt as if they still had some power in the situation, some sort of
hand in the game, but...Emmeline stared down at the broken piece of wand she'd set on the table, knowing that all their efforts had been for naught.
Sturgis Podmore had let out a shout of anger and kicked over a chair before storming out of the room, Elphias had frozen in his spot until Emmeline told him to
go, and he rushed off to find his family, and Remus...Emmeline couldn't pull her gaze up toward him, thinking...thinking that it didn't matter what he did now. What did any of it matter? The Order was done, it was
over, so it didn't matter that she never saw these men again. They'd wasted their lives because of some streak of nobility they all innately had, and look at where it had gotten them.
Shambles, the Order was either dead or in shambles. In this moment, she regretted so much.
Still standing at the end of the table, Emmeline reached out to grab hold of the broken wand and put it in her cloak pocket. Her neck ached from being dipped forward for so long, and when she finally lifted her gaze she lost the coverage her curtain of hair had provided. There was no other way to look at Remus but sadly, and Emmeline diverted her eyes once again. She didn't want to lay this on anyone's shoulders but her own.
"You should go," she said, her voice unable to hold the conviction of the command. Her mind was sluggish, as if she was still dreaming, but the pain in her chest reminded her that she unfortunately alive and awake. Emmeline took in a deep breath, feeling dull waves of nausea come over her as she began to think about all that laid ahead.