Mar. 1st, 2011 at 9:26 PM
It wasn’t so much that Icene was tired, as exhausted. The last twelve weeks had been her own personal hell, from that frantic phone call just before Christmas, right up until now, as she passed through the doors of the Manor and trudged wearily into the Mocha. Her father was now settled in a little cottage type house he liked, just across the block from Masai’s new three bed place, where Mas’ girlfriend was happily calling on Dad for decorating help and assistance with shopping for baby things. Of the four of them, Icene seemed to be the only one still looking back, still grieving, but then, they had each other, and a new baby for hope. For most of the last six or so weeks, Icene had been the one in control, leashing her temper with an un-natural (to most people) calm, her cool and unflappable self causing a few raised eyebrows.
Even Adam flying out for the funeral hadn’t broken that, even though she’d needed him desperately, and was almost surprised when he just arrived out of the blue. The only times she’d cried had been that night in his arms, and the one after he flew home and left her still raw and reeling. For all her mother’s faults, and how ever un-motherly she had been, she was still the only mother Icene had ever known, and now she was gone. It just made it harder to think about a future that Icene still wasn’t sure she had, even if Masai now seemed to have his secured.
( Black'n'blues please )
Even Adam flying out for the funeral hadn’t broken that, even though she’d needed him desperately, and was almost surprised when he just arrived out of the blue. The only times she’d cried had been that night in his arms, and the one after he flew home and left her still raw and reeling. For all her mother’s faults, and how ever un-motherly she had been, she was still the only mother Icene had ever known, and now she was gone. It just made it harder to think about a future that Icene still wasn’t sure she had, even if Masai now seemed to have his secured.
( Black'n'blues please )