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[Aug. 9th, 2008|03:45 pm] |
I think I might be coming to terms with a lot of things that have been bothering me my whole life.
It's weird, in a way, to not be angry all the time. To not hurt so much.
I've spent too much time drowning in my sorrows, and trying to drown them in turn.
Mary, I'm going to take my leave. I'll be back to visit, and eat your cookies. For now, I need to go out and get my head on straight, figure out what I'm going to do now that I'm not carrying around that load.
Also, can you keep my cross safe? There's no room for it on my motorcycle. |
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|12:06 pm] |
I want to fucking drop a motherfucker.
That shit was not funny. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2008|10:09 am] |
Well, I for one had an excellent weekend, and one that I won't soon forget.
So, time to stop moping around like a loser. Time to seize the day! And strangle the life out of it! Or whatever it is you do with a day once captured. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2008|06:23 am] |
Just...kill me now. Bludgeon me with a bed pan. Suffocate me with a pillow!
I'm going to hide from the world. Probably forever. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2008|06:08 am] |
For months now I've been wandering in my own head, lost and unable to find any reason to go on beyond my work. I've lived a meaningless, empty half-life, where sorrow and loneliness are the only things that existed for me.
But that is not the case anymore. You are a light that shines in this world, a beacon to the lost, that they might once again be found.
Vance Astrovik, please, I can't go on another day without you. I don't have much to offer but my unconditional devotion, but I hope that it will be enough for you. |
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[May. 7th, 2008|11:17 pm] |
Stupid archdiocese. Stupid bishop.
Why does my having sex with men make me a 'danger' to the orphans? |
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[Apr. 20th, 2008|12:49 pm] |
I don't know what this Bible thing is about. I need to read it when I have nothing better to do than sit on my ass and waste my time on however many pages. It's some long winded shit. I don't think I'm going to like it. The way those kids were talking about God being all knowing and good and all that bullshit. And Jesus. I don't know who that is, but he loves little children and that sounds wrong to me. I've loved many a person, but never a little child. No one seemed upset by it, either. Like loving children is okay. This place is strange.
Maybe it's just me, I don't know.
So I asked these kids who it was that taught them all this shit. And they said it was me. I replaced some God-lover. A God-lover with ugly clothes, at that. You should look at some of the shit in this closet. But anyway. They said I was a Sunday school teacher. Which, thanks to the internet, I now know means someone who teaches about religion. Which means teaching about God. Teaching happy lies about God being sweet and merciful and loving. Fucking figures, right?
So when little Timmy asked me what God was like, I told him the honest answer. Poor boy's been lied to all his life, he deserves to know the truth, right? God's an asshole who will happily create you, fuck around with you, and then toss you aside when He gets bored. I told them my story. None of them knew about it. Some of the kids didn't like that so much. Their parents liked it even less.
So I'm out a job.
Oops. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2008|06:38 pm] |
Our cats are well again - well, they're healing, that's good enough news. They didn't catch rabies from that fucking raccoon.
Work's still slow, but it's a good kind of slow. Anyone feel like going out and celebrating over a drink? |
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[Apr. 5th, 2008|11:14 am] |
A stripper job? Really now.
As much as I adore Your vote of confidence, God, I'd rather not. I'm only graceful when my ass is in serious danger, not in danger of being grabbed. |
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[Mar. 29th, 2008|11:01 am] |
Ever since I died, things have been getting better and better.
I should have done that years ago. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2008|12:04 am] |
Man oh man I could sure use a donut. Thankfully they're free for me.
Hey Wolfwood, want to come eat donuts with me? Or maybe we could touch each other and stuff like we did last time.
And I really like bunny rabbits. I bought one the other day and he's so cute! I also have a cat. I didn't buy him. He just came in and started laying on my couch so I'm letting him stay because he's fluffy and nice.
What do you feed a cat? Cat food...I should probably go buy some.
Jeez coffee is good. I like coffee.
:D |
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[Mar. 6th, 2008|07:36 am] |
Well this is certainly funny.
I still feel like me, but I have my arm back. Strange...but not altogether a bad thing. My scars also seem to be considerably less visible and severe.
So. What's going on? And are there donuts? |
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[Mar. 5th, 2008|09:54 am] |
SARAH JANE SMITH IS GONE!
DALEK CAN FIND HER NOWHERE!
THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE!
DALEK... IS ALONE. |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2008|06:01 pm] |
This place is inexcusably dull.
I demand that someone entertain me. Now. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2008|06:26 pm] |
I've decided to become a priest. |
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[Feb. 13th, 2008|04:23 pm] |
This is. . .new.
Wow.
There was this big dust storm and now I'm here. |
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