So, for various reasons, I've been trying to not be all super fucking mushy and shit on here since Diego came back to me.
But I kinda have to right now. Cos I've been thinking (yeah, if you all smelled smoke, that's all it was), and there's too many people that I'm making the same mistakes with again. Like... not telling them how I feel about them.
I got a SHITLOAD of faults, I know that. I'm rash, I'm reckless, my moral barometer is pretty much permanently stuck in the red, and I definitely inherited my father's dubious sanity.
But I have feelings too. I just don't talk about 'em much.
So first, to all my friends here in general: I love you guys. For putting up with me, for making me feel at least SOMEWHAT like a normal person... all of it. You guys are the biggity-bomb. But there's a couple people I need to address in particular. Publicly, where EVERYONE can see it.
Tea: I love you, honey. Always have, always will. Don't ever take my inability to get over a broken heart personally. You're the best, and you DESERVE the best.
Josh & Maya: Goddammit... I love you two more than I even have the vocab to describe. You're like my platonic soulmates, I swear. I'm not even slightly fucking exaggerating when I say I would DIE for you guys.
Diego: My man. My love. My motherfucking SOULMATE. The one thing in this fucked up life of mine that I can't ever live without. I'd go to hell and back over and again if it meant staying with you. Every part of me belongs to you entirely. Especially the naughty parts. I found this song online and thought it kinda
describes us perfectly. I love you, my gorgeous fiance.
Everyone in this town? As long as I breathe, I'll always have your backs. Even if I mock you and shit half the time.