I've mostly kept to myself and my friends since arriving here. I'm still not sure I understand everything that is happening, but I'm thankful that whatever I am going through, I have my friends to help me through it.
I've been thinking that I should try to find a job, but I don't have a lot of qualifications. I was a... specific kind of
dancer back in New York.
Filtered to hospital staff + viewable to RogerI have been informed that there are some doctors here who have some rather... unorthodox practices and might be able to help whereas doctors where I am from were unable to. I'm still not sure what I think of all of this, but my boyfriend and I have discussed it and we would like more information on what can be done.
We're both HIV+. In my case, my immune system is so shot that I'm getting sick frequently and I am aware that each time brings my closer to death.