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Tweak says, "I want to be forever young."

daisy johnson (neverfit) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-02-21 00:41:00

Entry tags:

!welcome committee, bobbi morse, buffy summers, grant ward, jemma simmons, myka bering, natasha barton / black widow, phil coulson, scorpius malfoy, skye, vicki donovan

With Lois gone, I'm taking over the welcoming committee stuff. We could use a few more people, if anyone's interested, since we lost a few other people. It'd be good to have three people on each team and maybe some alternates.

Building: Skye, Seth, Cami, Mona, Myka

Team 1: Rose, Sydney, Lissa
Team 2: Faith, Kirk, Buffy, Gamora
Team 3: Jack, Alaric, Ward, Vicki
Team 4: Thea, Natasha, Ariel, Scorpius
Team 5: Giles, Oliver, Marcel, Bobbi

Monday: Team 1
Tuesday: Team 2
Wednesday: Team 3
Thursday: Team 4
Friday: Team 5
Saturday: alternate weekends (Team 1,2,3)
Sunday: alternate weekends (Team 4,5)

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notanazi
2015-02-23 07:25 pm UTC (link)

No. No dont you dare. I'd have gotten a show. Paraded in front of the world, the public face of HYDRA and another chance right before the election for Christian to show what a hero he was to the world. His own brother. The one the sainted Ward's just never bring up, the one that went a bit wrong. Right? Come on you know my history, you know what he's capable of and you dropped me right back into... Dont you ever dare try to convince me you thought I'd be better off. You threw me to the wolves to save yourself. Be honest. Like I said, it was tactical. It was a good move. But don't pretend it was the kind one.

See, when you took Skye on I remember her being the one you basically let ignore protocol. The one to find loopholes we wouldn't see. Tell me, did she want to see me? Cause I'm pretty sure getting information from me was the last thing she wanted to do. But you ordered her down there, didn't you?

By then it was too late. You and Fury were getting nowhere and I guess Hydra had a better offer for him.

And with me it was always too late. Except when it came to Skye.

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	disappointeddad 2015-02-23 07:29 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not saying it was kind. I'm saying it was different. I We needed information. We were flying blind. And you wouldn't talk to me. I guess. It wasn't too late. If you'd just said something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

notanazi
2015-02-23 07:39 pm UTC (link)

It was your justification. Just admit it. Admit you knew what you were throwing me into. What my life was before. And you made the call to ignore that.

Again, true. But you did order her?

Said what? Hey by the way, I'm HYDRA, so is John Garrett, and Alexander Pierce, Sitwell, Rumlow? You'd have believed it? Or checked it out with one of the very trustworthy higher ups?

Ultimately? I give as much of a damn about HYDRA as John did. It was him I was there to look out for. And I did that, no matter what. That was the mission. Find out what had brought you back. Find out if we could duplicate it.

You don't walk away from the mission.

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disappointeddad
2015-02-23 07:49 pm UTC (link)

Fine! Okay. I knew exactly what I was sending you back to. I knew he was lying, as much as I tried to convince myself he wasn't, as much as I tried to tell myself that he was going to honor his word and make sure you were treated fairly and humanely, I knew exactly what I was sending you into. But it was you or all of us, and as much as I hated it, it was a choice I had to make.

And yes, I ordered her. Because we needed that info, and you insisted she was the only one you would speak to. I knew she wasn't comfortable with the situation, but I made her do it anyway because it was necessary.

I would have at least talked to Fury. I probably wouldn't have believed you, not right away, but it would have been better than getting gutted and caught offguard by the fact.

You do when it's forcing you into a position you know is wrong. You do when it's demanding that you sit on the sidelines and watch as the people you care about get slaughtered.

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notanazi
2015-02-23 07:57 pm UTC (link)

There, wasn't so hard was it?

And Fury would take the next step, talk to Pierce, and he'd have died then and there. And so would you, and so would I and it would all have been very unfortunate. You know how deep in we were, you couldn't know who to trust.

Besides I wouldn't do that to John. I couldn't.

Wrong? Everything we do is wrong, we kill, we betray. I just happened to do it for the other side and it makes me a monster? I had to watch from the sidelines. I had to pretend John being HYDRA broke me because I had to get on that plane in case Hand took justice into her own hands. And she tried, so I acted.

I didn't plan it, any of it.

I just...I had my orders. I wasnt comfortable with the situation but I did it anyway. Because it was necessary.

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disappointeddad
2015-02-23 08:05 pm UTC (link)

All right. Yes. Fury probably would have gone to talk to Pierce. Alex was one of his closest friends, and pretty much the only person in the higher ranks Nick trusted. So maybe. Maybe it would have ended like that. But you don't know because you didn't try.

Couldn't?

I never should have let you go. I was worried, and I let you do what I thought you needed to, but... Maybe if you'd been with the rest of us, things would have turned out differently. If Victoria had killed John, the rest of it wouldn't have played out.

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	notanazi 2015-02-23 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	Wouldn't... It doesn't matter. That's not how it played out. Because I would have found a way onto that plane with or without my cover intact. Don't try to tell me I wouldn't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2015-02-23 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	You said couldn't. Ward. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notanazi 2015-02-23 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	We're done here (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Coulson \| Ward. disappointeddad 2015-02-23 08:19 pm UTC (link)
	Ward, no. Couldn't is very different from wouldn't. Tell me what you meant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Coulson \| Ward. notanazi 2015-02-23 08:22 pm UTC (link)
	It meant another weakness Leave it alone Coulson I mistyped. It happens. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Coulson \| Ward. disappointeddad 2015-02-23 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	Considering what a good liar you normally are, that was piss poor. What did you mean, messed up little kid? Twenty isn't little. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Coulson \| Ward. notanazi 2015-02-23 08:29 pm UTC (link)
	My file says twenty? Really? Wow. I mean I know he had to make some of it up but, sure. What else did it say? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)