Fine! Okay. I knew exactly what I was sending you back to. I knew he was lying, as much as I tried to convince myself he wasn't, as much as I tried to tell myself that he was going to honor his word and make sure you were treated fairly and humanely, I knew exactly what I was sending you into. But it was you or all of us, and as much as I hated it, it was a choice I had to make.
And yes, I ordered her. Because we needed that info, and you insisted she was the only one you would speak to. I knew she wasn't comfortable with the situation, but I made her do it anyway because it was necessary.
I would have at least talked to Fury. I probably wouldn't have believed you, not right away, but it would have been better than getting gutted and caught offguard by the fact.
You do when it's forcing you into a position you know is wrong. You do when it's demanding that you sit on the sidelines and watch as the people you care about get slaughtered.