Cozzy Babbles

The Greatest Loss

Pair: 1x2

Warning: second-person POV, suicidal thoughts, language, death. DARK.

Note: I found this on my puter. read it, scratched my head, said, "Huh," and after much debate, decided to post it. If I remember right, I was going to end this with the first part having been a nightmare, but I never got that far, and I don't feel like writing it in. Hee! If you hate the ending (and you probably will), write a new one for me. No, really. Think of it as... a round robin of sorts! Heh!

EDIT: Actually, now that I think about it, I started this for the challenge at gw_dark ages ago about... post-war badness. Like, the pilots not being able to cope with peace, I think? *ponders* Hm. Anyway...

Summary: Nightmares are just another way of getting to the heart of the matter.




( Heero has a rather phallic gun to your head. )

A Way Of Telling

Rated: R

Pair: 3+4 (very bitter), 1+3, hint of 1+2, and 3x2 at the end.

Warning: suicide attempt, suicidal thoughts, dark humor, language

Note: I noticed that Mot and E wanted something happy after those cannibalism fics (note: this fic has nothing to do with cannibalism), and since I'm still trying to get beyond my block, I wrote this. It's... erm... happy! Very happy. Uh, yesh. Very, very happy. xD

Dedication: Therefore, because of the way I was inspired to write this, this fic is for anyone who did or plans to do the challenge at gw_dark, or just anyone who's a member of the comm. *kishies*

Summary: Trowa fails to commit suicide.



( He was stuck with the God of Death on suicide watch, and if that wasn't the most asinine thing he'd ever heard in his life, his name wasn't Charlie. Which it wasn't. But you get the idea. )

Cigarette Porn

Rated: R

Pair: 2x? (but since this is for Link, we can safely assume it's Heero, I guess)

Warning: slash, cigarette smoking, wet Duos, some gritty-ness, umm... language. Un-beta'd. That's about it.

Note: A thank you for Link Worshiper for hosting me on her site! Wooooooooot! We both agree that Duo and cigarettes are made of sex, so here's my homage to that wonderful, sexalicious image. Enjoy, Link! xD

Summary: Duo smokes. It's the ultimate act of voyeurism, really.



( Blue ghosts curl from the end of an orange-tipped cigarette as Duo lets it hang between two fingers, staring on forlornly out the mouth of the rain-driven alley. )

I Quit (In 12 Parts)
by cozzybob

Rating: R

Pair: 1x2

Warning: little dark, intense, swearing, some torture, angst-ness, minor limes (with a happy ending!).

Note: This was originally going to be for fic_to_quit way back when, but that never really happened, so. Hee! I told Su dahlink that I'd write her a Howard piece for her birthday, but I found this sitting on my puter, and I figure she deserves--*gasp*--1x2 from me since I lurve her and we never see each other anymore. ^^ Enjoy, ralphiere! I love you soooo much!

Summary: Heero has been captured, and Duo's determined to get him back by whatever means necessary.


( Today you're a Sweeper, and your name is Jack... )

(Off The Dollar) Menu
by cozzybob

Pair: Duo, Heero.

Warning: disturbing images, depression, mental break down, starvation, language, the burial of burgers... gets a little intense. Please take the warnings seriously, I'm not joking this time.

Note: For gw500's "zone." Sort of a venting piece.

Summary: Duo doesn't eat meat.


( El, You, En, A, Tee, Eye, See. )

Good And Red
by cozzybob

Pair: 1+6+1

Warning: attempt at fluff? poor humor? get together fic, a pessimistic view on Christmas, kissie toward the end...

Note: For Ederyn's request in a drabble meme thingie: "I want a GW get-together fic for [Zechs and Heero], and I want the[m] to be the only ones in the fic."

Summary: Heero hates Zechs. Heero is a liar. Heero is frustrated. And Zechs is in his own little world.


( These things needed to be kept simple. )

Death Takes One
by cozzybob

Pair: Heero, Sandman's Death, Relena, some extremely subtle 1+2ish-ness

Warning: death by stroke, angst, sapness--hell, it almost made me cry and I freaking wrote it. *is terrible*

Note: The prequel to Death Speaks To Death About Death. Written mostly because everyone liked the other one, and you can't have too much of a good thing. Well, sort of. (Sorta crossover with Sandman's Death. You know, from the comic?)

Summary: Heero dies. Death takes him home.


(  He had never known a mother like Death. )

In A Nutshell
by cozzybob

Pair: 1x2x1

Warning: post-war, dark, mutilation, gore, lots of blood, Shinigami!Duo, psychosis-ness. refs to prostitution, pedophilia, child abuse.

Note: This has been on my mind for quite a while so much thanks to gw500 and their "game" challenge for the inspiration. Originally, this was inspired from the infamous Duo-ese "boys don't cry" quote in Gundam Wing... I still don't know if it was misquoted or not, but I've heard a version where he says, "But momma said boys don't cry." It's also been said that he references his mother again in another part (I don't know if it's true, I haven't seen the series in a very long time), but either way, it got me wondering if Duo actually does know who his mother was. It's a thought, right? Forgive me if this is too far-fetched.

Summary: During an interrogation of an ex-ozzie with Heero, Duo unexpectedly reveals the truth of his origins, and the fact that he knows perfectly well where he came from.


( I suppose you've already heard that motto about running and hiding and never lying. )

Bird Man
by cozzybob

Pair: Heero, Duo. (friendship)

Warning: post-war, winged!Heero cliche', and... err... angst. little bit. almost. because it's Cozz.

Note: This is for all my friends on LJ, especially those of the g-boy variety. Your patience with my severely OZ-obsessed soul is greatly appreciated. Also written for the gw500 challenge, "whitewash," because life sucks and I missed their birthday.

'08: This story is still one of my favorites. It begs a sequel, really.

Summary: Everyone knows that Heero's got wings. He just hid them under his tank top every time the camera panned his way.

( I always knew you were an angel, Heero. )

When A Star Falls
by cozzybob

Rated: G
Pairing: just Heero
Warning: None. Supposedly canon.

( Read more... )

Learning to Fly
by cozzybob

Rated: PG-13

Pairs: Trowa and Heero

Warning: some spoilers, attempt at canon, angst, suicidal thoughts, gen

Note: For the gw_jeopardy community on livejournal: table 2, row Trowa Barton, category "friends and lovers" for 1000 words.

'08 Note: Still love this one. One of the few old fic I *do* like, really.


( I haven't grown any wings. )

Do what you will
by cozzybob

Disclaimer: This is a work of fanfiction. If it's recognizable at all, the universe of Gundam Wing and it's characters belong to Sunrise and other shareholders. Not me. I did not make any money borrowing them and do not plan to do so in the future. This, like all other fanfiction, was written for sheer pleasure alone.

Rated: G

Pairs: Heero and Quatre

Warning: angst? sap? nothing specific

'08 Note: Another old one that I don't particularly like... I seem to do a lot of these awkward introspective pieces. Doh!


( I read it in Cosmopolitan magazine once. )

Of Allies and Enemies
by cozzybob

Rating: NC-17 (adults only!)

Pair: 1x4x1

Warning: slash lemon (m/m sex), angst, sap, language, more angst. Takes place shortly after episodes 25 and 26 (dubbed the Zero Incident)--ie many blatant spoilers for the series ahead. Slightly suicidal Quatre--but don't worry, it's nothing major. Honest. *is all innocent*

Note: Written for my beloved lomelinde_sama for her birthday, '05! This one ate my soul, even for a lemony oneshot. But pooh on that, it was for my D-chan! *grins* (I still like this one! I'm such a sucker for angsty mansex!)


( He became a martyr for the very reason he exiled me from my own family. )

Drabble Request #3

Rated: PG

Pair: 1x2x1

Note: Another from the drabble meme. kali_sama requested: Heero/Duo... and I've love it to be angsty but if you could work in a bit of fluff there too, that would be just perfect. (1x2! Who knew? xD)


( The rain pounded. )