Stephanie, my love, I need the kind of advice only a husband can offer. Caroline's party on Saturday, I'm not sure if I should go or not. On the one hand, party. On the other, some of the people who will be there. Klaus who disowned me, Elena who, well, yeah. What should I do?
Do you want to go? Not that me going or not should impact what you do, obviously. If I don't go and you want to, go and have fun with Damon and Caroline.
Or am I overthinking everything? I know I'm doing that a lot lately. Side effect of the therapy I think.
Oh and Felicia Hardy may have me slightly hooked on the incredibly expensive cat poop coffee. Oops?!
You have everything you ever wanted, you idiot
Why are you
The seal sucks, getting blown up sucks dick
I'm doing it again
I don't deserve her
I've done too many horrible things
She deserves better
Because however long I manage to stay good
I don't change, I can't
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[Filtered to Elena]
Why do you ever forgive me
I'm bad for you, Elena
I know this is just rehashing
I love you, which is why I have to
Why is this always
I need to do the right thing, by you
I love you.