Rhys is gone. It's like he was never even here. I think the Seal took him home. Why won't it just
November 14th, 2013
Did we ever find a facility to use for a clinic? If so I may have a solution.
The clinic I considered working at once before is closing up shop, I don't have enough to pay for it on my own but the owners are selling fairly cheap. They just want out of this town and they want out fast.
[address] Check it out if you want to. It's not far from where the complex was.
[Khan]
I understand why you did it, that does not yet mean I am all right with it being done.
[Friends filter]
I'm sorry I've been a misery lately. I'm going to try to fix it.
The clinic I considered working at once before is closing up shop, I don't have enough to pay for it on my own but the owners are selling fairly cheap. They just want out of this town and they want out fast.
[address] Check it out if you want to. It's not far from where the complex was.
[Khan]
I understand why you did it, that does not yet mean I am all right with it being done.
[Friends filter]
I'm sorry I've been a misery lately. I'm going to try to fix it.
I'm going to be a father.
I can't stop smiling right now. I tried, just to see if I could. It didn't work.
I can't stop smiling right now. I tried, just to see if I could. It didn't work.
>>Can Jesse go shopping with us??
>>We should also drag Clark. Because I said so.
>>We should also drag Clark. Because I said so.
So.
Sherlock is not Sherlock.
Sherlock is actually KHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNN!!
...are we responsible this?
so okayy thers theses people who dont belng togethered and they are. andd it kndiof makes sens se but it also rely doesn't and, so, okay, that happenend
but i'm not sure if i'm okaye with it or not
is it ok if i'm not okay with it?/
also is it tokaty if i am??
isiit ok if i'm mzad that i cant be madder becaus it wouldserv him righht aftre the weay he was at me but i'm not mad enoug and shes a frned and ugh
also how do you get madddeer aboutstuf your just iritated abou t ?
i have lotsof questnons tonight sory.
[Jajcen]
im too nice and its dumb.
[tahiriiri]
you knoew, you asaid jacenns woried bout what ithink about him
but i dont realy think heis i duno
i shoudl proably be sad aboutthat but its not like we're likewe were so maybe thats sjust how it is
noneof us are like we weere and its not gona be fixed
but i'm not sure if i'm okaye with it or not
is it ok if i'm not okay with it?/
also is it tokaty if i am??
also how do you get madddeer aboutstuf your just iritated abou t ?
i have lotsof questnons tonight sory.
[Jajcen]
im too nice and its dumb.
[tahiriiri]
you knoew, you asaid jacenns woried bout what ithink about him
but i dont realy think heis i duno
i shoudl proably be sad aboutthat but its not like we're likewe were so maybe thats sjust how it is
noneof us are like we weere and its not gona be fixed
So, considering my birthday isn't until May and I can't get a job at 15, I thought I'd just say I can totally help people with random odd jobs. Or babysitting! I can also do that.
Also, girls! Shopping. Who can take me? Because dw to go to the mall like whoa.
Also, girls! Shopping. Who can take me? Because dw to go to the mall like whoa.
So. Is everyone's show/book/movie scarily accurate? Or are we just THAT lucky? Because really there are a lot of things I'd be okay with no one knowing and other things I never needed to see.
[Basically if Kirk talks to you regularly or gets drunk with you you're on this filter. If you aren't sure feel free to ask!]
So yeah. Khan is here. On the one hand I feel vindicated in knowing I was right all along and smug knowing just how much it cost him to tell me. Like he said, he has suspicion and distrust directed at him and I get a normal life. He tried to rob me of that before and this is the second time he's failed. I do actually have a good life here, at least now.
On the other hand? Discounting what he's done to me since he got here, he hasn't been an asshole. He actually saved a few peoples lives here. And it really weirds me out to say this, but I actually feel sorry for him. I mean, I'm never going to forgive him for Pike's death or trying to kill me and my crew, but I might eventually forgive him for the crap he gave me here. He didn't have to tell me. He could have played mind games with me until someone eventually told me. And other than a few snide remarks our conversation was fairly civil. I got a second chance here; so long as he leaves me alone and he doesn't get homicidal rages I don't see why he wouldnt get one too.
I don't know. Drinking with Kenzi and venting helped, as did going to the range and shooting for a while. I've got camp right now and Friday Lydia's taking me to a club. But I have all these whirring thoughts and I don't know how to handle them and there's not enough distractions in the day to keep them at bay. So what should I do here? I need advice from people I trust.
So yeah. Khan is here. On the one hand I feel vindicated in knowing I was right all along and smug knowing just how much it cost him to tell me. Like he said, he has suspicion and distrust directed at him and I get a normal life. He tried to rob me of that before and this is the second time he's failed. I do actually have a good life here, at least now.
On the other hand? Discounting what he's done to me since he got here, he hasn't been an asshole. He actually saved a few peoples lives here. And it really weirds me out to say this, but I actually feel sorry for him. I mean, I'm never going to forgive him for Pike's death or trying to kill me and my crew, but I might eventually forgive him for the crap he gave me here. He didn't have to tell me. He could have played mind games with me until someone eventually told me. And other than a few snide remarks our conversation was fairly civil. I got a second chance here; so long as he leaves me alone and he doesn't get homicidal rages I don't see why he wouldnt get one too.
I don't know. Drinking with Kenzi and venting helped, as did going to the range and shooting for a while. I've got camp right now and Friday Lydia's taking me to a club. But I have all these whirring thoughts and I don't know how to handle them and there's not enough distractions in the day to keep them at bay. So what should I do here? I need advice from people I trust.