Friends Filter
[Basically if Kirk talks to you regularly or gets drunk with you you're on this filter. If you aren't sure feel free to ask!]
So yeah. Khan is here. On the one hand I feel vindicated in knowing I was right all along and smug knowing just how much it cost him to tell me. Like he said, he has suspicion and distrust directed at him and I get a normal life. He tried to rob me of that before and this is the second time he's failed. I do actually have a good life here, at least now.
On the other hand? Discounting what he's done to me since he got here, he hasn't been an asshole. He actually saved a few peoples lives here. And it really weirds me out to say this, but I actually feel sorry for him. I mean, I'm never going to forgive him for Pike's death or trying to kill me and my crew, but I might eventually forgive him for the crap he gave me here. He didn't have to tell me. He could have played mind games with me until someone eventually told me. And other than a few snide remarks our conversation was fairly civil. I got a second chance here; so long as he leaves me alone and he doesn't get homicidal rages I don't see why he wouldnt get one too.
I don't know. Drinking with Kenzi and venting helped, as did going to the range and shooting for a while. I've got camp right now and Friday Lydia's taking me to a club. But I have all these whirring thoughts and I don't know how to handle them and there's not enough distractions in the day to keep them at bay. So what should I do here? I need advice from people I trust.