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thor odinson isn't wearing his mother's drapes (thundering) wrote in valloic,
@ 2021-07-14 10:28:00

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Alexis, I think I found one of your mother's wigs.

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 05:26 pm UTC (link)
	As I said, the matter is settled. I cannot change how you feel and I understand that. It is just something time will need to manage for me, I think, despite how much I want to be with you both. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	You speak of Eliot? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	Aye. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	~~I would rip him from lim-~~ You are happy with him? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, and I suspect he knows how I still feel for you, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	And he is okay with that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 05:38 pm UTC (link)
	If he is not, he has not told me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 05:43 pm UTC (link)
	~~I thought yo-~~ Nothing else matters so long as you are happy with him. What do you need from me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 05:47 pm UTC (link)
	I do not know, Thor. I am just so very tired of trying to act as though everything is alright whenever I see you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 05:49 pm UTC (link)
	~~Do I bring you that much grie-~~ Do you need me to give you space? Not be where you're at? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 05:51 pm UTC (link)
	No. I do not know what I need other than for this to stop hurting as much as it does. I thought perhaps it would be easier to go back to how things were, but I was wrong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 05:55 pm UTC (link)
	I have had centuries of practice with my feelings for you. I'm sorry this is difficult, but I hope my presence stops hurting you at some point. You are one of my oldest friends and I pulled away because I didn't want to hurt you. I seem to have failed in that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 05:59 pm UTC (link)
	Well, it is my own fault for allowing myself to fall for you in ways I shouldn't have, but as you said, the heart will do what it likes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	You've always had a large heart, Fandral. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 06:01 pm UTC (link)
	And you have a lot of it, Thor. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 06:03 pm UTC (link)
	See? Saying things like that make me liable to find Eliot and have a very messy talk with him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 06:04 pm UTC (link)
	He has parts of it too, though, so I would ask that you not hurt him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 06:06 pm UTC (link)
	I wouldn't. I won't. Because it is not my place. I will give you space, Fandral, until you feel better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	I do not know when that will be, if it will be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	If my mere presence hurts you, I truly hope it won't be for long. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 06:11 pm UTC (link)
	It only hurts me because I want something which I cannot have... which sounds incredibly childish when I put it that way. What of your heart, Thor? Have you moved on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	I'm trying to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 06:14 pm UTC (link)
	In that case, perhaps you need space from me as well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thundering 2021-07-14 06:14 pm UTC (link)
	Never. I will always want you in my life, Fandral. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: FANDRAL/THOR. thedashing 2021-07-14 06:16 pm UTC (link)
	I will always want you in mine as well, but I struggle to see how to move past this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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