I read my book recently and I'm still trying to figure out how I feel about it. I guess it turns out I wasn't really the monster after all, in a way, I was the hero... just dead. I always assumed because of what I am, I was the monster.
Maybe that's why dad decided to release me when he wanted a child, I'm not sure. I'm not even sure he's sure.
So now I have two dads, a mom and two last names. And brothers, but they're only from the book. Because that's not confusing or anything.
I'm starting to actually kinda remember. When I first read, these were just things that I accepted as part of my story, but I guess it triggered the memories I wasn't supposed to have when dad released me.
That's a lot to think about on a Monday morning, but it's been on my mind for a couple of weeks and I needed to really lay it out for it to make sense.