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Rose Tyler Will Defend the Earth (plusone) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-08-04 15:09:00

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abby temple, amy pond, donna noble, elena gilbert, lois lane, rose tyler, the doctor (11)

Evil's Not Allowed to Watch Doctor Who
So today is the day we learn what the face of the new version of my ex who comes after the version of my ex that is here now looks like.

...being fictional gets really weird sometimes.

[Friends (minus Guy)]

Today's also been a year since...well. Yeah. It's wrong that I still miss him sometimes, isn't it? I've got someone who really, really loves me but I still feel like I keep him at arm's length sometimes because you just never know here. One of us could be dead tomorrow or the Seal could once again decide to be a douche, and I just...

Well. I guess I just miss him. And being fictional, seeing his face everywhere, seeing us paired up all the time?

I don't know. I feel weird. Think I may just go back to bed for the rest of the day.

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naturaldisaster
2013-08-04 03:16 pm UTC (link)

And once again I do not envy the being fictional thing.

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I'm sorry, the timing is horrible. But I don't think it's wrong that you still miss him, he was a major part of your life, that doesn't go away just because you find someone else to love, someone who loves you.

But arm's length makes sense just because of the nature of this place.

It makes sense, especially right now.

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	plusone 2013-08-05 04:54 am UTC (link)
	It isn't always bad. Sometimes it's just...weird. [Filter] I guess so. I'm just afraid Guy's going to feel like I don't love him as much because there's still a part of me in love with another man. And I don't know for sure that it'll ever go away. ~~And god, what if he shows up again someday?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	naturaldisaster 2013-08-05 03:38 pm UTC (link)
	Seems that way. [Rose] Well haven't you voiced concerns about that in terms of Marian? I mean.... you know he loves you, he knows you love him. There is that part, sure, but even so that doesn't lessen what you feel for him just like what he feels for you isn't lessened just because of Marian. If that makes sense. I swear it made sense in my head. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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trustmyinstinct
2013-08-04 03:19 pm UTC (link)

It never stops being weird and your fictional is weirder than mine. No offense.

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Well we all know the Seal's a bitch. The fact it's been a year is just... not sure what to make of that. But I don't see it as being wrong to miss someone who means that much to you regardless of your life now. It's when you let it hold you back that maybe you should worry. But not today. Today is all for you and missing and bed and I can drop Rex by if it'll make you feel any better.

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	plusone 2013-08-05 04:56 am UTC (link)
	I would throw dinosaurs in your face but...time travel does equal dinosaurs at times. So. None taken. [Filter] I don't think I do? I try not to. Missing him doesn't mean I'm letting it consume me anymore, does it? I don't know. It's all confusing. But I wouldn't turn down a Rex cuddle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trustmyinstinct 2013-08-05 03:40 pm UTC (link)
	Exactly. [Filter] You don't. I'm just saying, so long as it doesn't do that, then there's nothing wrong with it. Just because today sucks doesn't mean a thing. It's a day, it's the timing. That's all. Well, Rex does love to cuddle when someone's sad so I'll bring him by. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Filter saltypineapple 2013-08-04 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	Want some company? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Filter plusone 2013-08-05 04:56 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. I think so. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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thatlanewit
2013-08-04 03:26 pm UTC (link)

I'm not even gonna touch on the face changing thing because I think enough people will.

You lost someone you love and were given a chance to be with him again, only to have the Seal screw with you and end it all over again. And you know if you do go home that nothing will be the same because you've seen the future.

I think if you want to lay in bed again, then do it. If you want to drink yourself stupid, you do it. Because you're strong, but sometimes we just need to curl up and shut out the world so that we can cope with all its done to us.

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	Lois plusone 2013-08-05 05:00 am UTC (link)
	Three times, Lois. I've lost him three times. It's just...really, really not fair. And if I go home, it won't matter. He's gone. I've lost him. I'm not drinking it away. Not anymore. But really bad television has potential. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose thatlanewit 2013-08-05 05:01 am UTC (link)
	You are one of the strongest people I know, and I know you'll pick yourself from this and keep going, but remember that you have people to lean on here when you need to. Do you want a movie watching buddy? I'll bring over ice cream. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Filtered imhisblogger 2013-08-04 03:29 pm UTC (link)
	Take as long as you need. And if you need me to do anything for you, you know where to find me. I'll put on some tea. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Filtered plusone 2013-08-05 05:01 am UTC (link)
	Just gonna hang around the flat for the day, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Filtered imhisblogger 2013-08-05 05:44 pm UTC (link)
	All right, well at some point I'll ask Florence if she can watch the kid a bit and be over to hug you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	nobleginger 2013-08-04 03:29 pm UTC (link)
	I'm going to go grab a pint. Or four. [Filter] Don't rightly know what to put here, but there isn't a thing wrong with how you're feeling. You loved him. He loved you. And things changed. Sleep it away. Hit something. Do what you need to do. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	plusone 2013-08-05 05:03 am UTC (link)
	Drink one for me, would you? [Filter] I love that your response is to hit something. I don't know. I'm not angry about it anymore. Just hurt. When you and he leave me behind on that beach, I can literally never see him again. And I know it doesn't compare to what you'll go through, and I'm sorry. But it still hurts like hell knowing that's my future. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Filter nobleginger 2013-08-05 05:06 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes you just need to hit something. Or scream. Also works rather well. I don't think you should compare what we go through. We're both being hurt in different ways. I won't remember, you will and can't do a damn thing about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	thegirlwhochose 2013-08-04 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	~~Nope. Not allowed to I mean~~ Yeah. Completely insane this fictional thing. [Filter] Feelings are feelings, simple as that. So no, they aren't wrong and you aren't wrong to feel it either. Agreeing with Donna and the others. Do what you need to do. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	plusone 2013-08-05 05:05 am UTC (link)
	It's weird. And hard to take. And weirder still to think if the Seal keeps us here for long enough, we could see this happen again and again. [Filter] I just don't want to hurt him. I do love him. Just differently, is all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	the11thhour 2013-08-04 03:45 pm UTC (link)
	Everyone has their time, I suppose. It's not weirder than being friends with me, is it? (Friends) Want to run off and do something completely mental? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	plusone 2013-08-05 05:07 am UTC (link)
	Are you going to watch it? Your regeneration, I mean? If you need a hand to hold, well...you know where I am. Nothing's weirder than that, love. [Friends] Raincheck? Tomorrow, maybe? Also, I've a friend I want you to meet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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Rose

drjones_unit
2013-08-05 08:48 am UTC (link)

It's not wrong, honey, not at all. I still miss Tom sometimes, and that was a much less traumatic relationship, so no wonder you still have all kinds of intense feelings for the Doctor you lost. And that doesn't mean you don't love Guy, it means you're someone with a huge heart, who feels very deeply and can't just shut off feelings when it's convenient to.

Anything I can do?

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	Martha plusone 2013-08-05 01:38 pm UTC (link)
	I was supposed to be married right now. Spending my life with him. Maybe I tried to move on too soon, I don't know. Martha, what do I do? If the Seal takes him, I mean? I'm not strong enough to do this again. Everyone expects so much of me, sometimes. Not him, though. He's never once wanted me to be anything more than I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	turnedtoashes 2013-08-05 09:39 am UTC (link)
	I will never get used to the changing faces (Reply to this) (Thread)

	plusone 2013-08-05 01:34 pm UTC (link)
	I've lived it, seen it, and I won't, either. The faces part is weird enough but the whole new personality is even more strange. (Reply to this) (Parent)