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Castiel is a better weapon (ofthursdays) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-01-28 16:45:00

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Filtered from evil
I don't think people appreciate the gravity of the situation here.

We're facing the end of days and there is more talk about weddings that battle plans. Movies seem more important than patrolling.

I was encouraged to find more than the battle but if we don't make it a priority thee won't be any weddings, or movies, or popcorn. None of it matters.

I can't afford to waste my time any more. None of us can.

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theonetruemeg
2013-01-28 05:47 pm UTC (link)

Well you certainly stirred up things in this post. Was dancing ~~with me~~ so bad?

It's like the others say though, we need to be able to focus and have fun in order to fight at our best. More in our lives than the fight. Like for me, my studies and my friends. I've already been dead, I can't go back to my life as it was, my little sister committed suicide and my parents have been moving on with their lives. I need to be able to have a life here, as well as fighting to pay back the demons for what they did to me. I want to be fulfilled in my life, to feel the connections to people, to fall in love. Because if I don't, if I truly do give up on those dreams, then fighting becomes empty and I have no reason to keep fighting to stay alive. I might as well just strap the metaphorical bomb to my chest and walk into a mass of demons or something.

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	ofthursdays 2013-01-28 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	It wasn't bad. It was just a way to keep busy. ~~I don't feel connected to anything~~ I can only accept that's the way of things here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonetruemeg 2013-01-28 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	Do you feel many emotions? Genuine curiosity here, not a hostile statement or sarcasm or anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2013-01-29 12:18 am UTC (link)
	I don't know... what do you call many? I feel things if that's your question. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theonetruemeg 2013-01-29 12:44 pm UTC (link)
	Love, enjoyment, amusement, frustration, anger, all the thousands of variations in that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2013-01-29 07:15 pm UTC (link)
	I feel them. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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