Who: Helena with player-okayed inferred action/participation from Myka, Claudia, Svetlana and Anatoly, and an NPC! flashback memory conversation with Charles Wells
What: It's the anniversary of Christina Wells' murder. So clearly Helena is breaking ever so epically and completely.
When: Starting around 9 am Paris time and this narrative ends somewhere between noon and 1 pm Paris time (in other words, beginning at the time this is posted)
Where: Paris, France
Warnings: Epic angst, epic emotions, complete emotional breakdown, references to death, brief language. Oh, did I mention the angst? And the breakdown?
Status: Narrative, complete. Be warned, this is LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG.
TL;DR Version: Helena is completely emotionally decimated. This is her rock bottom. But hey, at least she's not fighting the urge to horrifically murder people anymore? >.> And if your character is empathic/has the Force/or can otherwise detect emotions, Helena is spiking at an extreme end of decimated sorrow and agony. And she will continue to do so for a while.
( I can't go on living this way / But I can't go back the way I came / Chained to this fear that I will never find / A way to heal my soul / And I will wander til the end of time / Half alive without you / My heart is broken )