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Carol Danvers ([info]cpt_marvel) wrote in [info]snapthread,
@ 2019-04-18 22:47:00

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Entry tags:america chavez (616), bucky barnes (mcu), carol danvers (mcu), clark kent (dctv), clint barton (616), evaan verlaine, gamewide plot, gwen stacy, janet van dyne (avac), kate bishop (616), klaus hargreeves (netflix), loki (616), peter b parker (sv), peter parker (mcu), remus lupin, rose tyler, sirius black, steve rogers (avac), steve rogers (mcu), tony stark (avac), tony stark (mcu), vision (mcu)

Who: Anyone who wants to come by
What: Grand-opening party!
Where: Pancho's Bar
When: Friday Night



The streamers were up (because Jan had insisted), and the bar was as ready as it ever would be. Alcohol was stored in a few make-shift shelves on the back wall and a relatively well-cobbled together bar was freshly polished and ready to go. It wasn't the most well-put-together, place, but Pancho's definitely resembled its namesake in terms of dim lighting, chipped tables and a floor that looked like it should be sticky. All in all, Carol was pretty proud of what they'd made. The minifridge was even a good choice since it allowed them to keep some drinks cold (they were going to have to find a larger one in the future, though).

She had warned Peter that the pizza oven needed to be ready by that evening, but she wasn't sure how on the ball with that he was. She'd been busy doing damage control on some electrical issues they were having with the fridge and double checking to make sure they actually had drinking cups (that took a little bit of maneuvering, but Clint came through with the coffee mugs). Yup, vodka from coffee mugs, a mini-fridge filled with a variety of stolen beers, and mismatched chairs. And, of course, the balloons. The annoying, awful squeaky balloons that had floated into a couple of corners of the room, save for the two that kept dragging on the floor and that Carol dreaded would pop at some point that evening. Definitely professional.

Karaoke was set up in one corner of the room with a make-shift stage and Christmas lights (Yes, more Christmas lights) decorating around it. Old 80s rock music blasted from the speakers for now, and Carol stood behind the bar, ready to serve as needed but more than willing to drag anyone else into the position should they so choose that evening.



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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & OTA
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-20 10:01 pm UTC (link)
It'd been a good while since Bucky had last been in a real bar. There were bars in Wakanda inside the veiled city, but since he lived in the outskirts he didn't make it in all that much. There was also the fact that he couldn't actually feel the effects of alcohol anymore. He could drink for the taste, maybe for the memory of what it felt like to get blitzed, but if there wasn't a reason for it beyond that it just kind of sounded depressing and maybe a little desperate.

Thankfully, the grand opening of the bar in town was a reason to go so he left his living quarters and made his way to Pancho's. Now that he actually had clothes, he dressed in a pair of dark blue jeans, a grey fitted shirt, and a brown leather jacket. Some dark brown shoes completed the ensemble. Bucky'd swept back the front pieces of his hair and tied them in a little knot at the back of his head as he'd learned to do some time ago.

Was he actually intending on socializing? Maybe a little. He wasn't sure if Steve was going to be there or not. He figured Clint would be, so maybe he'd talk to him, have a drink and go. No one could label him a grumpy old hermit after this anyway. Bucky walked in, to see that there were a handful of people already there. That was fine. He walked up to the bar and sat down, figuring he'd nurse a beer for a little while.

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]shieldtoss
2019-04-21 02:56 am UTC (link)
Steve Rogers had spent his time getting to know the place that he was to call for the foreseeable future. Steve was a lot of things--scientific marvel, sure, but scientific genius? Hardly. That was the territory that belonged to Hank, Bruce, and sometimes Tony when he wasn't busy staring down the bottom of a alcohol glass, a girl's skirt, or a jacuzzi. You needed to infiltrate an enemy base? Develop a strategy to take down a crime syndicate? Well, Steve might be able to help you out there. Travel transdimensionally? Well, that was a bit out of his scope.

Still, he knew that retreating to his makeshift room was not exactly the healthiest of scenarios. Every person here, he'd learned, was in the same boat and, for the most part, a hero in their own right, so it would probably be a good idea to get to know them. Even if, y'know, there were some people in this place that were multiversey versions of people he knew. And himself. He wasn't entirely sure if he was ready for that, but at this point what else was he going to do? Sit around until Tony or Jan decided they wanted to hang out with him and drag him around for the 2 cent tour?

Dressed in a pair of jeans, a white shirt that he often wore under his blue flannel, and his jacket, Steve headed for the bar. Not that he wanted to drink. Despite, technically, being one of the oldest people in the room, his face told another story for most people. A very young, barely legal type of story. So, he stuffed his hands in his pockets and quietly studied the room that was filing with people until he found himself at the bar, saddled up next to a larger man, and said, "Can I have a coke?"

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-21 05:19 am UTC (link)
Bucky hadn't really thought much about who might sit down next to him other than Steve or Clint. If it wasn't either of them, then he figured he'd probably be going this night alone. And that was fine. He was perfectly capable of spending the evening by himself, casually watching the other people who showed up. It also might not be a bad thing if there was at least one sober person in the vicinity.

He'd been mid-drink when someone sat down beside him. Out of the corner of his eye, he was sure it was Steve. But when the newcomer spoke, he knew it wasn't his Steve. For one, the tone was a bit different. For another, well, Coke? Bucky didn't think his Steve would be ordering a soda, even if they were both in the same boat that they couldn't get drunk.

He set the bottle down and slowly turned to really look at this guy. He looked like Steve, just, younger. "...You're Steve..?" He asked, as the coke was given to the younger man.

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]shieldtoss
2019-04-21 04:39 pm UTC (link)
Well, there was nothing wrong with a soda. And in a place like this where his face was more likely to be greeted with eye rolls than understanding, he wasn't one to rock the boat unless it meant protecting the country. Still, he'd admit it was probably out of the ordinary, but he couldn't be the only person on this rock who might be under the legal age, right? Still, when the coke arrived, he received it with a bright smile.

When he heard his name, though, he blinked. "Have we met?" he began as he turned -- greeted with a face he hadn't seen in quite some time. Though a little rougher and a bit more worn around the eyes. His brows furrowed, stunned for a moment, and he studied him for a bit before he added: "Buck?" It was said quietly before realizing that this, probably, wasn't his Bucky. This was, no doubt, the Bucky that belonged to the Older Steve that was running around that he had yet to meet. Er, Older Steve's universe, that is.

He cleared his throat, flashed the man a smile, and offered him a nod before slipping his hand out for a handshake. "Uh, sorry, it's just jarring meeting people like the people you know back home."

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-21 07:11 pm UTC (link)
The younger Steve wasn't wrong. It was definitely strange knowing that there were people walking around with the same names as people he knew from his world who were from different worlds. He'd not met another Bucky at this point and honestly he was okay with that. He didn't think he really wanted to. If it happened, it happened, but until then he was totally fine with being the only one in Starklandia.

He'd heard there was a younger version of Steve from a different universe, but he hadn't yet met him. Well, until now. It was interesting. As he really took a few seconds to look at him, he saw Steve, even if it wasn't the Steve he'd grown up with and spent most of his conscious life with. It was because of that bond he had with his Steve that he felt compelled to want to know this younger Steve.

"I get it," he said, and shook hands with him. "All of this, it's really weird." Bucky drew his hand back. "How are you holding up, despite the weirdness?"

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]shieldtoss
2019-04-22 05:50 am UTC (link)
How was he holding up? Well, that was certainly the question. He wore a small smile and shrugged. "You wake up in a strange place once, and it starts to get old hat after a while, y'know?" He laughed, a bit, as he took a sip of his soda. It was wild that this had become his life. Not that volunteering to become a giant scientific experiment in order to fight the Nazis only to end up a giant icicle that was thawed out almost a hundred years later was any less wild than this, but if you had asked him when he tried enlist for the upteenth time, none of this was ever in the realm of possibility. Especially the idea of multiverses.

He'd certainly come a long way.

"How about you?" he asked with his brows raised. "How're you handling this weirdness?" He wore a wry grin, propping his head up with his hand as he leaned forward a bit on the bar counter as he studied one possible future his best friend might grow up into. It was an interesting view of the future. He wondered what it was like looking into the past? If his Bucky was any indication, this Bucky's life was probably just as rough. If not, rougher.

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-22 10:32 pm UTC (link)
The more Bucky looked at him, the more questions he had. He wasn't the type to get overly invasive with other people, because he certainly didn't want to offer up anything about himself to people who didn't already know who and what he was. But this was Steve. Not his Steve, but a Steve nonetheless. Was the Bucky in his world like him? Was he also a Winter Soldier at one point, or maybe still? If he hadn't, or wasn't, then Bucky didn't think he wanted to explain what that had been like in his world. If there was still a chance he could be triggered back into a heartless killing machine, then sure, he'd want everyone to know so they'd have their guard up. But since Shuri had fixed that he didn't think it was necessary to divulge. Not during their first conversation, anyway.

"Just kind of taking it by day," he said. "I haven't done that much venturing through the door. Twice, to that convention place. Mostly I've kept to myself. That's why I'm here tonight. Figured I needed to get out, be less of a hermit." Something about seeing a version of Steve who was so young really warmed his heart. It was a nice feeling. A little bittersweet, but mostly the latter. "May I ask, what were you doing before you ended up here? You don't have to answer if you don't want. It's just, you're Steve. Not the Steve I know, but still Steve."

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]shieldtoss
2019-04-23 05:15 am UTC (link)
"I hear that," he said with a small nod. "Waking up after getting thawed out took some adjustment time. Nothing really prepares you for waking up almost a hundred years in the future." He wore that trademark Steve grin. "Definitely nothing like the funny pages from when we were kids." He sighed wistfully. "I was hoping for more hover cars and people living on the moon." He laughed. "Instead, it was just a different kind of space age."

He ran his fingers through his hair at Bucky's question and thought about it for a moment. "I was with my Bucky," he said with a small, sad smile. "Hunting down the rest of Hydra and doing what we do best." He chuckled. "Well, in between when he was writing his broody songs." He glanced at the older Bucky. "Do you play music, too? Or is that just my world." It'd be nice if there were some things that were the same, though. Though, he hoped, not everything. Bucky's struggles with the horrible things he'd done was something he often wished he could spare him from. But, he supposed, that was part of Bucky's journey and if there was one thing that he was sure of -- it was that Bucky would be the hero he always knew Bucky was.

After all, Bucky had always been his growing up. Not that he'd ever said it aloud.

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-23 07:32 pm UTC (link)
"Definitely thought there'd be hover cars by now," Bucky agreed. There were definitely a lot of advancements, for sure. But apparently Howard Stark's floating car was still too 'out there' for someone to mass produce effectively. Living on the moon would be interesting. But there were people from other planets more actively coming around so that was something, he supposed. Definitely a different sort of space age.

He found the beginnings of a smile beginning to pull at his lips. Thinking about this Steve and his Bucky running around, doing missions together warmed him a bit. It kind of reminded him of him and his Steve's Howling Commando days. Though it hadn't exactly been pleasant what they'd been doing, they were in it together, which had always felt right. His eyebrows rose and his near-smile turned to a look of intrigue and confusion. "Music? Well, I like music. But that must be a unique trait to the Bucky from your world. That's interesting, though. What kind of music does he play?"

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]shieldtoss
2019-04-24 04:59 am UTC (link)
How did he describe Bucky's music? And also be polite about it. He merely chuckled, though. "Lots of dark, brooding, and angsty music." He tilted his head. "He once wrote a song for Natasha called A Buck for a Widow." His cheeks flushed a bit -- mostly in second hand embarrassment for his friend. "He loves a good pun," he began, "and it helps him process..." He glanced at Bucky, met his eyes, and his smile faltered a bit. "The stuff going on in his head. The stuff he can't talk about." Based on his initial assessment, he was sure this Bucky could put two and two together.

He took another swig of his soda. "It works, though," he began. "So, that's all that matters." He paused. "Plus, kicking bad guy butt helps." He supposed that was true for most of the people in this room. Still, seeing Bucky with a guitar and writing his music was... Well, new. He wasn't sure if he remembered him being that interested in music before. Sure, he liked a dance with a pretty dame and every now and then sang, a bit badly, to make a girl swoon, but you could have a charming face like Buck's and it could go a long way. Something Steve had never had. Until, y'know, the serum. Even then, though, Steve was fairly modest about that. The surface mattered less.

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-24 10:44 am UTC (link)
Bucky raised an eyebrow as he thought over the song title. That was... well, it was something. Writing and playing music was definitely not something he would've seen himself doing, but he could understand the benefits of it. If it helped that Bucky to cope with things the way Steve said it did, then more power to him for finding a healthy way to do so. There was nothing wrong with that, even if the puns were pretty lame. Then again, most puns were lame so maybe that was what he was going for.

"Good for him," he said. "And good on you for supporting him. Guess that's a common thread among Steve Rogers across the multi-verse." He did smile a little at that. "What about you? What do you like to do? The Steve where I'm from can draw amazingly well. Even before the serum and everything, he was crazy talented." Bucky had always been as supportive of Steve as could be. It was something his best friend could do that didn't put him in harm's way and didn't zap what little physical energy he had at the time. And, if he was sick in bed, he could still draw. "Do you have anything that helps you?"

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]shieldtoss
2019-04-25 04:06 am UTC (link)
His cheeks continued to flush in that Aw, Shucks kind of way that Steve had yet to grow out of -- even in his more sturdier form. "Oh, I dunno about that," he replied, "I can draw a decent picture or two. Nothing special about it. Dime a dozen, really." He shrugged as he finished off his soda. "Spend most of my time training, facing off the bad guys, tryin' to gather troops," he began, "so I don't get as much chance to sketch or anything. But sometimes. Maybe before bed or between when we have some time to breathe." He paused, tilting his head. "Sometimes we go out and I get to do the Charleston." He smirked. "Turns out, Charleston goes with a lot of music." He chuckled, a bit. "Tony over there gets so embarrassed. It's the only reason I bother doing it." He offered Buck a bit of a wink.

He shifted so that he was facing Bucky, leaning on his hand as it was propped it on the bar counter. "How about you?" he asked. "You find something to help you?" There was a genuine concern on his face. Guess it didn't matter what universe you were from -- a Bucky would always be at the center of his concern. This Bucky, though haunted, looked a bit more at peace than his Bucky looked sometimes. He wanted to pry. Ask questions. Maybe find a way to help his Bucky sometimes, but he knew better than that. Bucky would have to find his own path. Steve just had to be there to help when he needed it the most.

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Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC)
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-26 06:18 pm UTC (link)
It was actually very refreshing for Bucky to see a version of Steve like this. He was young, and though he still had obviously faced some tough obstacles in his life, he seemed lighter, less gritty than his Steve. Bucky wouldn't trade his Steve for the world, but sometimes he wished he could do more to make Steve's life easier, instead of harder all the time. It was good to know that this Steve and his Bucky were close. He liked to think that was a trait that remained consistent across all of the multiverse.

"It's been tough," he said, admittedly. "When I first got my memories back, I used to write everything down in case I forgot, or when it felt too crowded in my head to remember anything else. Writing things down helped sometimes. A really gifted and amazing scientist worked on my brain, removing what HYDRA did to me which officially wiped the Winter Soldier from me for good. That helped. Just knowing that I'd never turn into that again was a relief I didn't realize would be so prominent. Ever since then, I started living a quiet life, which I needed." He smirked then. "You ought to do the Charleston tonight," he said. "Been a long time since I've seen anyone do it."

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Re: Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]shieldtoss, 2019-04-26 07:08 pm UTC
Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]sgt_barnesjb, 2019-04-27 10:10 pm UTC
Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]shieldtoss, 2019-04-29 01:37 am UTC
Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]sgt_barnesjb, 2019-04-29 08:06 pm UTC
Re: Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]shieldtoss, 2019-04-30 04:37 pm UTC
Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]sgt_barnesjb, 2019-05-01 11:59 am UTC
Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]shieldtoss, 2019-05-05 10:20 pm UTC
Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]sgt_barnesjb, 2019-05-06 08:33 pm UTC
Bucky (MCU) & Steve (AVAC) - [info]shieldtoss, 2019-05-12 01:25 am UTC
Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony I'm so sorry
[info]allaboutego
2019-04-21 10:02 pm UTC (link)
It wasn't like Tony was wandering around and planning on accosting people who he usually didn't. It wasn't like he was making the rounds or anything. It was just -- well. This was one of the first times he'd let himself actually socialize beyond talking to whoever it was that came up to his little work area (on his porch, no less) and chatted with him while he worked.

Bucky Barnes was not someone who had ever come to chat. In fact, as far as Tony could tell, he didn't do much of anything in any vicinity near Tony ever. It was almost (almost) like the guy was avoiding him. And wasn't that awkward? Tony was pretty sure it was awkward. Cohesion was the name of the game in Starklandia if anything was going to get done and he'd be the first to admit he'd been sort of remiss in fully calling for it.

Maybe it was time to fix things. Or at least try and make a little peace.

Except Tony's idea of doing that was by going in hard and blunt nearly immediately. "So," he said (once the other Steve had gone, because listen some things just had to be avoided and Tony wasn't Ready for that one), "is this how it's gonna be? What we're doing?"

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony WELL
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-21 10:57 pm UTC (link)
When Bucky first arrived in town, he'd come to realize that not only was the Steve he knew there, but so was Tony Stark. It'd been a very tense realization. Things had been shit between himself and Stark, then they got better for a few minutes, then it went to shit all over again in a really bad, bad way. Bucky didn't blame Stark for any ill-feelings toward him. He wouldn't have even resented him if Stark had actually killed him. He had every right to feel the way he did. Even if Stark came to terms with the fact that Bucky would never have done the the things he did -- murdered his parents -- had he been in his right mind, it was still far easier to copy with it to have someone to blame. It was easier to blame someone physically there than to just say 'fuck you' to HYDRA.

Up until now, he'd mostly avoided Stark other than an initial exchange of words through the network when Stark had called for those who were there to make themselves known. It made things difficult, knowing Steve was taking up residence with Stark but that was a whole other subject Bucky had been expertly avoiding. He and Steve were pretty good at either oversharing or completely avoiding things so it hadn't really been hard to do that.

But apparently tonight was the night shit was going to hit the fan and if Tony had been consuming alcohol Bucky wasn't sure if that'd make it better or worse. Personally, Bucky wasn't drunk enough. Even if he was capable of getting drunk, he wouldn't be able to get drunk enough for this. The questioning was came off as interrogating, which wasn't exactly a great start. Bucky set his bottle down but kept his fingers poised around the neck of it. "I wasn't aware we were doing anything," he said, evenly.

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony IDK
[info]allaboutego
2019-04-21 11:35 pm UTC (link)
Tony didn't mean it like an interrogation, not really. He just had come up and thought, well, there was no point in beating around any bushes. That sort of conversation was annoying going on confusing and while Tony was a genius and had been raised in an environment where he was supposed to be able to deal with delicate conversation and media and all sorts of other things -- well. People weren't machines and he wasn't actually all that good at people unless he was making a true effort.

It was best to just say what was on his mind instead of circling around and hoping he'd be able to get to it eventually.

"Exactly," he said, spreading his fingers wide like he was emphasizing the point he hadn't quite made yet. "We aren't. But you're just -- avoiding. You're avoidant. I offered you Steve food that first week and you're just--" Well, he wanted to say poof, into thin air but the idea of anyone being dust sort of made him feel upset. "Not around. Is it me? Is it my face?"

He knew why. He did. Obviously. Of course. No question.

But he also just... wanted to get over it.

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; Mario voice: Here we go!
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-22 12:02 am UTC (link)
Bucky preferred to keep things simple. Avoid Stark, avoid conflict. Neither of them were exactly the type who were prone to talk it out. Avoidance was much easier, less messy, and it kept anyone from having to get in the middle -- also known as: Steve Rogers. When he'd arrived and found out they were both there, he'd been worried. But then he'd come to find they were living in the same dwelling and that made it even more complicated. If Steve and Stark wanted to figure it out, then Bucky would remove himself from the equation and let that be. So far, it'd been working. Anything else would just complicate it.

Or so he told himself. If he was being honest, it didn't make it any less complicated at all. It was just the elephant in the room. A big elephant stomping through town with neon lights strapped to it that read 'ISSUES' flashing for all of Starklandia to see.

He still didn't want to talk about it.

"I think we both know it's more complicated than your face," he said. He swirled what was left of his third beer around in the bottle; it was easier to look at that than it was to meet Tony's eyes.

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; Baby Luigi is the best though
[info]allaboutego
2019-04-22 09:48 pm UTC (link)
The last thing Starklandia really needed was an elephant. The place wasn't small, exactly, but it was hard to avoid something so big without eventually hearing about it or running into it anyway. This would just -- this would clear the air. Maybe.

And Tony didn't really want to talk about it either. Except for the part where he kind of did because he was drunk and because if he was going to forever ignore his issues with Steve than he had to work on something. Bucky was just the guy unfortunate enough to get Tony's current attention.

"No, it's probably not my face," Tony agreed from behind his mug of scotch. "Which - great. Because it's a good face. Look, we know what it's about, sure. Siberia was a bad scene. Mistakes were made."

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; it's a cold and it's a broken Waluigi
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-22 10:48 pm UTC (link)
It was going to come up eventually. No matter how successful Bucky was in being able to avoid Tony Stark at all costs, they were literally trapped in the same town. Unless Bucky stayed locked in his flat forever with a 'Keep Out Tony Stark' sign on the door -- and let's be real, that would likely only entice Stark to force his way in -- Bucky was eventually going to cross paths with him. That moment happened to be now, at the bar opening. Probably the worst timing ever. Definitely.

Apparently neither of them wanted to talk about it but it was going to happen anyway. Bucky's heightened senses had him very aware of the alcohol on Stark's breath and that wasn't exactly helpful either. A flash of jealousy sparked through him; damn, he wished he was drunk too. A drunken skirmish could be broken up and rationalized pretty simply. But Bucky wasn't going to come out of this as the non-aggressor unless he just took whatever it was Stark threw at him at this point. Granted, his words didn't sound all that accusatory at the moment. It was almost like he was trying to brush it under the rug.

And honestly? He wished he'd thrown a punch instead.

Dismissive behavior wasn't uncommon. It was way easier to brush things off like they weren't important than to address them head on. Bucky was kind of a master at that. But not about that. The culmination of events was horrific. It put people in prison who didn't deserve to be there. It forced Steve to drop his shield and the three of them had beat the hell out of each other. Steve and Tony's connection broken for a long time after. The only thing Bucky had to thank Stark for out of it was that he got rid of that awful bionic arm the he held so much resentment toward. His shiny new Wakandan made fingers clenched around his beer.

"Mistakes," he repeated the word. "Is that what you're going to call all of that? Really? Mistakes? Mistakes are when you marked a wrong answer on a test in school, or you wash a red sock with your white sheets because you don't know how to do laundry in the 21st century. Not the same as Siberia. You know that."

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; WHAAAH.
[info]allaboutego
2019-04-23 10:29 pm UTC (link)
The thing was, Tony didn't have any intention of throwing a punch. He didn't want to. Hell, he regretted having done it the first time around, given all the fallout that'd happened afterward.

But he'd just -- he'd been so surprised and hurt over realizing that twenty some years of his life had been built on a lie, and that he'd been forced to watch the reality of it without any warning whatsoever. It'd been a slap to the face - a complete and absolute betrayal that it was something Steve of all people had been keeping from him, that he'd been in motion before his brain had even really caught up with him. And that wasn't normal, not for someone like Tony Stark who was usually so many steps ahead of everyone.

"I never got answers wrong on tests," Tony said, even though obviously that wasn't the point at all. "And I don't do laundry." Hell, even here he didn't. Again, it wasn't the point. Tony took another drink from his mug and was a little devastated to find the bottom of it, but there was no turning back now.

"But it was a mistake. I shouldn't have lashed out. It wasn't your fault, okay? I was --" He paused, unsure of what to say. "It wasn't even you I was mad at." It had been Steve more than anything, because Steve had been his friend and he'd lied and hidden important truths. And sometimes that anger was still real. It was just this thing that they didn't talk about, a silence that they both pushed away. And it was -

It was unfair. Tony knew that, objectively. If he could come somewhere close to forgiving Steve his trespasses, there was no reason that Bucky should be hanging around on the outskirts of town like some kind of shunned outsider.

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Re: Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; sorry Tony your Steve is in another castle
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-24 11:07 am UTC (link)
Neither man wanted to actually fight, it seemed. Bucky would, however, if it came down to it. His heart just wasn't in it. Steve was dealing with it in his own way and it was the one thing they just didn't talk about and really Bucky didn't know why. Well, he did. They were just both really good at avoiding the complicated shit they didn't want to talk about when they could be having lighter discussions. Wasn't that better these days? Talk about the light things, not the dark? Not to mention, neither of them were that great at opening up emotionally about anything at all so that didn't make it any easier. And maybe, they didn't talk about it because there was just no clear resolution. So much had happened and all of it could've been prevented. Everyone was at fault in some way and Bucky didn't know how to make it right except to just... stay out of it.

But Stark just couldn't help himself. Especially when he was plastered.

The more Stark talked, the less Bucky wanted to hear it. He didn't want to go there, not with him, not before he went there with Steve. It was just painful. And it wasn't that he didn't feel sympathy for Stark. Hell, he'd teared up watching that horrific video because he knew what was coming and all the guilt, the shame slammed into him harder than Howard Stark's car wrecked into that pole. He felt horrible, and if he believed the reason Stark lashed out at him in a violent rage had anything to do with him blaming him for the death of his parents, he would've understood.

It wasn't like all the deaths the Winter Soldier had caused all ran together. He'd told Stark -- he remembered all of them and every single one still haunted him now, even if he was coping with it, that pain was never going to go away. Even if it wasn't really his fault, just as Steve constantly tried to drill into his head, Bucky would always blame himself for all of it. That weight would never be lifted, even if the Winter Soldier himself was permanently gone.

But he knew that wasn't why Stark attacked him, just as he was admitting it now too. And that's why it was so much worse. That was why Bucky resented him. It was so much deeper than that.

"I know," he said. "You were punishing Steve. Going after me was gonna hurt him more. I'm aloof but I'm not stupid."

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; Bowser will do.
[info]allaboutego
2019-04-25 06:14 pm UTC (link)
Stark was usually good at big picture stuff. Really, he was. He was a futurist and he planned for things in advance, sometimes by years if he could. But he'd never been good at people, not really. Particularly not relationship kind of stuff. Not romantic. Just... personal.

He hadn't planned for this, obviously. Because if he had, he probably wouldn't be drunk. And he hadn't really... well. He didn't look at it the same way Bucky did, obviously. "I wasn't trying to punish him," Tony said with a sigh that was practically theatric. Because he was three sheets to the wind and that was the best time possible for drama, apparently. "I was just... I don't know what I was, okay? I just know it was shitty of me. And that I acted without thinking and that we all lost something that day. Before that day, too, obviously. Just. Again. Mistakes."

He didn't know what he was trying to say, and Bucky was looking more and more agitated which made Tony feel like he should either stop (which, he couldn't now. There was no going back, there just wasn't) or plow through even faster. "Look, I just wanted to say it's not on you. And you shouldn't feel like you have to avoid me, because I'm not going to go all--" he made a face and put his bare palm out in his signature repulsor move. "And we practically got along for one second before that so--you know."

F u c k this was not working the way he'd planned. Not planned. Wanted to plan?

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; that probably exists on fanfic.net
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-25 07:23 pm UTC (link)
There was no turning back from this conversation and what pissed Bucky off was that he never wanted to have it. It shouldn't be them having this talk right now. Stark needed to have this talk with Steve. Then maybe they could talk about it. This was happening in the wrong order. As it was, from Bucky's point of view, Stark and Steve were playing nice -- playing house it seemed -- and Bucky just didn't really understand it. That was fine, it wasn't his business he guessed, but it made it incredibly difficult for him to really know where he stood in everything. No, he didn't feel like he could just walk up to the two of them if they together in the square or outside doing whatever. There was to much damage that hadn't been controlled and Bucky didn't think he was the one who needed to do the controlling.

Maybe that was what Stark was trying to do now, but god, it sucked. And for all Bucky knew, he'd just forget it tomorrow amidst the hangover. But they were all in now, and Bucky felt extremely tense and uncomfortable. "Right," he said. "Somewhere between you wanting me put in prison and blowing my arm off, we got along." Granted, Bucky had been trying to rip the arc reactor out of him so it wasn't like it wasn't warranted. Stark had just watched a video showing his own parents being murdered. No one could be in their right mind after that. But Bucky was making a point.

"I wouldn't have blamed you if your actions had been about me," he said. "You could've killed me and honestly it would've been justified. But what you did was about Steve. I'm not even saying what he did was right, but neither was what you did. So I don't know what the hell you want from me. Do you want me to say 'okay, great, thanks for letting me know' or what?" He shook his head. "Where were you afterward? While Steve's been on the run? Why didn't you try to make it right before everything went to shit with Thanos, if this is so important? You're only saying this to me because I'm here, because Steve's here and you have to deal with it because you're uncomfortable."

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Re: Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; JARVIS find me the slash
[info]allaboutego
2019-04-26 10:11 pm UTC (link)
"I came to help you both as soon as I got my head out of my ass, don't act like you've forgotten." There'd been a space there, just a few minutes really, where they were all on the same side. It probably would have been glorious, had it stayed that way. Tony would have had proper back up against Ross with Steve on his side and Bucky proven innocent. A proper united front.

But that hadn't been the case. "So yeah. Somewhere between that."

He stood, and it was dumb, because really all it made him do was wobble a little. He should have taken it easy on the scotch, he was still a few pounds shy of normal Tony Stark size.

"Don't -- no. It wouldn't have been justified to kill you." Tony said, raising his hands, a dramatic, useless gesture offered up there. "Where was I? You knew where I was -- I." He paused, like Bucky'd practically slapped him in the face. Because the guy was right. He just was. Not his questions, but his -- well. Accusations. This wasn't about Bucky. It was about Steve. It was always about Steve, and their inability to figure their shit out.

It wasn't all on Tony, though, not really. It'd never been, and it wasn't fair for anyone to think it was.

"Fuck," he said, more to himself than Bucky, because Tony's attention was on the ceiling and then on Bucky again, unfocused but not completely gone. "We don't always have to exist in a place where Steve is always in the middle, y'know. We're not dependent on him."

Or maybe they were, in a way. But they didn't always have to be, not for everything.

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Bucky Barnes (MCU) & Tony; careful of the dark web JARVIS
[info]sgt_barnesjb
2019-04-27 12:43 am UTC (link)
Had things not gone to hell with Zemo showing Stark that footage, then yes, they probably would've done well as a trio in stopping him, foiling his plan. But they'd gotten it all wrong. They'd assumed Zemo was going to unleash the other Winter Soldiers, but that wasn't the plan at all. They'd played right into it and even though Zemo was in a prison cell, all of them were still reeling in the aftermath to this very moment. And the real kicker was, they couldn't even blame Zemo. It wasn't like he did anything. He just showed them what was there. If it hadn't been Siberia, it would've been something else at some point. It was going to come out eventually. Zemo just sped it up.

And now here they were, in a bar in some bizarre clash of universes having it out. Tony was drunk, Bucky was numb and all of it was just a recipe for disaster. Bucky wanted to remove himself from the conversation. It wasn't going to get better. It was just going to get worse and frankly he didn't want Steve involved with it. Not while Tony was drunk. Nothing good was going to come from this.

Although Bucky knew Steve had a stake in this too, that he was also at fault, it'd be a cold day in hell before he'd ever throw his best friend under the bus other than sort of hinting at it before. He'd call Steve out on his own bullshit to his face, but he'd never do it to anyone else, least of all to Tony Stark. He'd defend him no matter what. It was what they always did. Even when Steve thought the Winter Soldier really had set off that bomb during the Accords signing, he'd come to try to warn him and get him away from the authorities. It didn't matter what the other did; they had each other's backs and had since they were children.

"I didn't put him there," Bucky said, flatly. "I didn't draw a line. In fact, I was trying to pull myself out of the equation entirely before Zemo fucked it all up. So if Steve's in the middle, then you two can figure it out. Probably not until you've slept and drained Barton of all his coffee, if you want that conversation to go better than this one."

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