[PM to Tobias, 5:30pm]Hey, I wanted to check in with you. How are you doing? Has the medication made any difference? Is there anything you need?
[...] Sorry for disappearing. They pick their timing well, I guess.
I think I'm more or less caught up on the network and what happened while I was gone or drugged. Please let me know if there's anything I can do. I feel awful for not being there when
[...] things went down.
[PM to Scotty, 5:38pm]Hi. I wanted to reach out to you and say
[...] I'm sorry for your loss, and all associated with it. That you had to find out the way you did, and you have to deal with your loss and grief here. It's a new level of cruelty for them, in my mind.
Is there anything you need?
[Public Post, 6:02pmSo, there's a few things I really wanted to get out there. A house meeting probably would have been better for some of them, but to be honest every time I've tried to schedule one since my last return They've interfered, and so I really feel the need to just get everything out in the open.
First, I understand there are some new people here I didn't get the chance to introduce myself to. So, hi. I'm Cecilia, I'm a registered nurse, specializing in emergency medicine and trauma. Everyone here is always welcome to come to me with any medical concern they may have, and I'll do my best to help you. And it helps me out a lot if people could let me know if they have any pre-existing medical conditions or allergies, just in case of an emergency. I don't know if it's been made clear to everyone, but the people who put us here don't always intervene when it comes to
emergencies a need for medical attention. I also have access to prescription medicines at the pharmacy. It's my understanding that newer individuals are getting their daily doses automatically, but if anyone wants to manage their own medication, let me know so I can get it for you.
Now as I said earlier, I've tried several times to schedule a house meeting, only to have it blocked or delayed due to various issues. Each time I've tried so far I've either been drugged to incoherency, or just flat out removed from the house. There were a couple of things I wanted to discuss at these meetings, but I also think it's a good idea to get as many of us as possible together, as frequently as possible, to get to know each other and share concerns and ideas. Maybe we can figure out a regular communal meal or activity to do on a somewhat regular basis, circumstances permitting.
Another thing I wanted to put out for discussion is the security council. This would really be better in person but, as I said, I no longer feel I can justify delaying it. Quite a while ago, They told us to vote for a figure amongst ourselves to be our head of security. We voted for Owen, under the condition that he create a council to serve as opposed to just one individual. Other votes were held for the members of that council, with Oliver, Kate, Pam, and myself being voted in. TPTB said they would support us in whatever measures we attempted to take. They lied.
It is my feeling that everything we have attempted to do was either negated or undermined. I believe they put us in this position specifically for the sake of shifting blame, blurring lines, and creating division among us. I'd like to call for a house vote as to whether or not this council should continue. I am no longer convinced it is beneficial, and am curious to see how others feel about it.
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