Who: Ben Braeden and Captain James T. Kirk
Where: Enterprise - Ben's room
When: August 19th (backdated)
Warning: LOTS OF FEELS
Ben had gotten his memories back on the 15th and he had proceeded to throw every obscenity he knew at Dean Winchester before storming off to his room and locking the door. He was still on medical review, dealing with his breakdown and what he had been told he did.
There were whispers from the nurses about bad effects for people coming back from the dead, and that was probably all his hallucinations were. But Ben knew there was more. His new... old... whatever these memories of his were, they had bled into the hallucinations.
It explained all his nightmares. The missing times in his life for a few years. Things that had never felt quite right all made sense now. And it had been done by the person he had loved almost as much as his mother.
Dean had been like a father to him, and he had gone and done that. How could he betray him like that? He was supposed to love him, and fucking people up isn't a way to show love.
He knew that the nurses weren't happy with him recovery mentally, and Ben was just waiting for Bones, Darcy, or Kirk to come down and try to figure him out. So he was prepared, and already had something written up explaining why he couldn't work on the ship anymore.
Bones had been right. Ben was a kid, and he shouldn't be here. This wasn't a place for a kid, and all he had done was get shot, killed, and nearly taken out half the ship. He couldn't stay here after that. It wasn't fair to the others to have to deal with his messed up head.
And Dean sure as hell didn't want to deal with him either. After all, he's the one who made Castiel take away all his memories of him.
He just needed to figure out where to go when the time came. He was too scared to walk across the mandalay again if the cultists were there waiting for him, so he just hid in his room, waiting for his fate to be decided.