I'm always a little late...
To say I'm obsessed with Queer as Folk would be a major understatement. Spring 2008 - I never saw the show while it was on air; I was flipping channels at 11pm one night and paused, upon young blond beauty rocking back and forth under a beaded lampshade. Hum... He was whining about a lost love... commercial, click.
By the time I clicked my way around the dial, all 300 channels (and still nothing worth watching...) I paused a second time watching that beautiful young blond boy fighting, and being fired by his boss/boyfriend? This has potential... commercial, click.
Ok this time I only flipped back to Jon Stewart for a few minutes, commercial, click. Mr. Kinney, Taylor you wanted to see... Oh MY GOD!!! The greatest reunion scene ever recorder in television history... The best, sexiest kiss I've ever seen (Well up to that point, but still possibility the best) on TV.
Ok one show, not even, maybe 10-15 minutes of one show and I'm hooked. Even the great Brian Kinney couldn't have designed an advertising campaign that could sell this show so completely, so fast if he tried... Oh wait a minute, I guess he did now, didn't he...
I watched the next two nights falling totally in love... Friday night 11pm click, What no QAF... Panic, I didn't even see it coming, I quickly hit the info button, Ok It won't be back on until 2am Sunday. I'm not panicked, I'm Ok, I'll just watch Bill Maher... No to restless, what to do?
Ah the internet... Search - Brain/Justin, the first click - the prom... NO, NO, NO... OK NOW I'M PANICKED... HE CAN'T BE DEAD... IT CAN'T END THIS WAY...
Tears are streaming down my face, I feel like my heart has been ripped out and I'm trying to understand why I feel so attached to a TV show, one I've only seen 3 times. I need a joint, I need a drink...
Life is never going to be the same again... I wake up Saturday morning with a major headache (from crying all night) grind super strong coffee, and start brain storming ways to get a copy of the show?
I call Block Buster and ask if the rent DVD's of the show. The clerk has never heard of the show, and he keeps asking queer, queer is that what you said? I'm totally disgusted with homophobic asshole on the phone and hangup on him...
Frustrated I search Amazon.com and find all 5 seasons... Thank God, the problem is I can't wait for them to be shipped, what’s a girl to do.
Later that afternoon as I'm leaving home depot loaded up with flats of flowers, no better way to relief my anxiety that dig up the earth and get dirty.
As I'm leaving the parking lot just out of the corner off my eye I see Borders book store, I quickly make a u-turn and beeline into the store.
I love Borders; I love their employees and most of all I love that they happily directed me to the first two seasons and took my money without out any homophobic comments, and even offered to order the next three seasons for me.
I'm a very happy girl, I even through about writing "W" and thanking him for my stimulus check, it was the only way I could afford to make this purchase being unemployed.
Due to my lack of employed I could watch my new DVD's 24/7, Okay maybe it was really more like 20/7 I really didn't sleep much those next couple of weeks I was in the middle of my our personal QAF marathon.
I couldn't have been more happier, sad, or felt anymore angst if I tried. That was until I saw episode 513... All I can say is WHY... I've only watched this episode once, I felt like I was hit in the head with a baseball bat...
I HATED the way the show ended, I don't understand... In some ways I would have been just fine if the end the show after season three, or even season four if they had to end it with Justin going away.
But season five everyone just turned into total jerks or character's of them selves, even Justin. The only way season 5 made since to me was for them to get married and end it at 512, otherwise what was all the angst and drama about, just put me out of my misery already...
And then there was fanfics - THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! Please never stop writing, the longer the stories the better, although I have just started appreciating the stand alones and drabbles something short and sweet.
Like I said life is never going to be the same, I can't even remember what it was I did with all my time before a started reading fanfic's 24/7... About a year ago I started writing and posting on livejournal and now I’ve decided to try and figure out Insanejournal. Thanks I look forward to meeting all you guys…
Later Kids ~ Kathleen