Zenith : In Character Network → Computer Communica

Hey. So. [.........................................] Guess what idiot fucked up his sobriety again Please don't be pissed I won't blame you if you're pissed They gave me I found some heroi [.....] I'm so sorry [...] On New Years, when they dropped us off with a bag full of stuff, mine FUCK Something happened, and you guys aren't going to be too happy with me, and I get it, and I know that you guys just got back, but if you guys don't want to be around me, I get that too. [.......] So here goes.

They gave me heroin again. Not a lot, [...] and not just now. It was a few days ago. I was feeling really alone and scared, and when it appeared I just didn't even think about what I was doing when I did it. I shouldn't have done it but when has that ever stopped m. I'm sorry, [...] you guys deserve a more stable friend.

It's [....] nearly gone now. I have enough that I would normally take in a day, and I'm gonna split it up so maybe I can come down without being in complete pain, but I'm pretty sure I spaced it wrong. [.........] I'm not [....] asking for you guys to help me. I'm just letting you guys know that I'm going to be sick again for a little bit. I don't want you to think that I'm avoiding you. Unless you want me to. I get it if you do.

[...] I haven't decided if I'm going to tell everyone else yet. They all know about the schizophrenia, and I think they knew I was an addict, but I don't know if I should let it out there that I had drugs? I'm honestly more worried about the people who were here with us before. [.......] I'm most worried about you guys. Sorry I didn't say anything yesterday. I don't know if I should have. A lot happened yesterday without this.

[.....] Sorry I'm putting you through this again.

( [PM to Juno and Marco] )

[PM to Juno]
How's my favorite gal doing?


[PM to Kai]
I feel like I didn't really thank you properly for the other day New Years. I should have done it earlier, but I kind of don't really know what to say about it. I think deep down I knew better that to believe it was legit, but it was just rough. Thank you for being there.

Okay, some weird shit is apparently going on again, and we need a sound off.

So, sound off?

kilry's gone all of her stuff iss gone