Zenith : In Character Network → Computer Communica

Quick couple of questions, and feel free to turn this down, but was the weed your or Kiley's, or a shared thing? I have exactly one joint that Kiley gave me, and I don't smoke very often so this thing will probably last me a few smokes, but if you're up for it, would your misery be interested in some company?

Okay kids! Catered brunch in the billiards room starting at 10:30, and everybody should show up! We're gonna try to figure some stuff out, give you new guys a little more lay of the land, but mostly stuff our faces with good eats.

For anybody who doesn't know where the billiards room actually is, just head to the kitchen! If anyone wants to help with making chow, meet up there in half an hour.

Hey. So. [.........................................] Guess what idiot fucked up his sobriety again Please don't be pissed I won't blame you if you're pissed They gave me I found some heroi [.....] I'm so sorry [...] On New Years, when they dropped us off with a bag full of stuff, mine FUCK Something happened, and you guys aren't going to be too happy with me, and I get it, and I know that you guys just got back, but if you guys don't want to be around me, I get that too. [.......] So here goes.

They gave me heroin again. Not a lot, [...] and not just now. It was a few days ago. I was feeling really alone and scared, and when it appeared I just didn't even think about what I was doing when I did it. I shouldn't have done it but when has that ever stopped m. I'm sorry, [...] you guys deserve a more stable friend.

It's [....] nearly gone now. I have enough that I would normally take in a day, and I'm gonna split it up so maybe I can come down without being in complete pain, but I'm pretty sure I spaced it wrong. [.........] I'm not [....] asking for you guys to help me. I'm just letting you guys know that I'm going to be sick again for a little bit. I don't want you to think that I'm avoiding you. Unless you want me to. I get it if you do.

[...] I haven't decided if I'm going to tell everyone else yet. They all know about the schizophrenia, and I think they knew I was an addict, but I don't know if I should let it out there that I had drugs? I'm honestly more worried about the people who were here with us before. [.......] I'm most worried about you guys. Sorry I didn't say anything yesterday. I don't know if I should have. A lot happened yesterday without this.

[.....] Sorry I'm putting you through this again.

Day 9.