War Is Coming Communications.

I've gotten my stuff packed. Picked out a room as far across the city from our apartment as I could manage. Ruby should be safe from me a good distance away now.

What do I do? I mean, I don't think I'll be staying here in Lawrence forever. But in the meantime...what do I do? All I can think about is her. And her blood. And how badly I screwed everyone over. Lucifer is going to rip us all ap How am I supposed to get by without running back to her?

I don't want to lock myself up again. I did it before and it nearly drove me mad.

...I mean. It did sort of drive me mad. But I got over it. Mostly.

So, where's the best place to go if I want to look into the more supernatural aspects of this world?

You all should be more careful. I won't be there to bring you back from the dead every time you get careless in battle.

You're welcome, by the way.

So glad to have control of my body again I'm sorr Claudio and Brynna, I don't expect you to forgive m I know.. wasn't my fault. Or, our fault. Weren't ourselves. Still feel shitty about it Things she did when.. she used me. Having dreams about it, along with the usual occasional nightmare. It used what I knew, what I learned, tactics, strategy.. used all of that against me. For evil, to get others. To hurt people or worse. To kill

Worst part is, people trusted me. I know it wasn't me, but that doesn't really make me feel any better about it. Should I feel better? I don't know. I don't know if anything could have prepared me for that. I should have been more suspicious. Just kept going and minding my business. or maybe that didn't matter, maybe I would have been taken anyway. I'm going to get that tattoo. I usually wouldn't, I'd decide against it since it can be used to track you, especially the Feds But the way things are now? I'm getting one. As soon as possible.

I just feel like cooking.

Explain.

Some kind of invisible thing killed Babs during the attack.

Anyone wanna tell me what the hell that was?