Filtered from IsobelFinding out that your only real friend betrayed you isn't easy. I know that she was compelled to do it and wouldn't have otherwise, and she hasn't done it yet--the one here, I mean. I should be able to just let it go, right? It's not that easy. I want to hate her for it, but I don't suppose that's entirely fair.
I also found out she killed herself and a part of me wants to feel sad for that.
I'm so confused that I don't know how to feel.