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Tweak says, "shhhh! i'm hunting wabbits"

Faith Lehane (secondxbest) wrote in makebelievenet,
@ 2013-03-23 00:01:00

Entry tags:

anakin skywalker, buffy summers, clint barton, duncan (total drama), faith lehane, james rogers, nyota uhura, tony stark

Fuck.
Shit.
Damn.
Ugh...

Some days are better than others. The second time around isn't getting any easier. The process seems harder for some reason. Like it's getting dragged out. Punishing me for taking the steps back.

Is there an anti-drug for this? Anyone know if I can get some morphine for this?

Fuck.
Those Reavers.
I shouldn't have gotten so

Damn it!

I need a distraction. Someone give me a distraction. Distract me goddammit!

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	Anakin secondxbest 2013-03-23 05:19 am UTC (link)
	Isn't that the understatement of the day. Why? You got my anti-drug? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faith darkforcerising 2013-03-23 05:26 am UTC (link)
	Jedi are particularly adept at such things. I would not call it an anti-drug. There is no quick fix for matters of the mind. But, if you're interested, I can help you with techniques for controlling the urges you talked about above. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anakin secondxbest 2013-03-23 03:26 pm UTC (link)
	Oh right. The Force and all that jazzy stuff. How you figure you can do that? ~~Never thought Darth Vader was gonna be the one to school me on calming my impulsive urges...~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faith darkforcerising 2013-03-23 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	Some would argue it's the arrogance of the Jedi that leads them to state the obvious as if no one else knows it, not the Force itself. I can teach you what I know. Just because I incorporate using the Force when I use them doesn't mean someone without Force-sensitivity cannot utilize them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anakin secondxbest 2013-03-24 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	...OK...if you think I can, then what the hell? I'll try anything once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faith darkforcerising 2013-03-24 09:42 pm UTC (link)
	You should understand that learning to control yourself isn't something that can be learned in one sitting. It will take time and constant practice and ability to push through discouragement. If you're willing to dedicate yourself to that meet me tomorrow at 6 am at the east gate of the castle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anakin secondxbest 2013-03-25 02:28 am UTC (link)
	How long do you think it's gonna take? I guess we'll have to find out if I can. I'll be there. But why are we doing this so god-awful early? Is the sun even up by then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faith darkforcerising 2013-03-25 02:38 am UTC (link)
	You're asking for help to change an ingrained habit that has taken the whole of your life to foster, how long do you think it will take you to change something that has become so uniquely part of you? I practice and train every morning during the week before work. I like to keep the same schedule on the weekends as well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anakin secondxbest 2013-03-25 02:41 am UTC (link)
	So, what? Like, two hours? Ugh. There better be coffee. And smokes. Hell I'll take just the smokes. But no really. In all serious-ness, I'll be there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Faith darkforcerising 2013-03-25 02:46 am UTC (link)
	If you're studious maybe I'll let you go fifteen minutes early. I don't drink coffee nor do I smoke. You'll have to provide your own. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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