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Faith Lehane (secondxbest) wrote in makebelievenet,
@ 2013-03-23 00:01:00

Entry tags:

anakin skywalker, buffy summers, clint barton, duncan (total drama), faith lehane, james rogers, nyota uhura, tony stark

Fuck.
Shit.
Damn.
Ugh...

Some days are better than others. The second time around isn't getting any easier. The process seems harder for some reason. Like it's getting dragged out. Punishing me for taking the steps back.

Is there an anti-drug for this? Anyone know if I can get some morphine for this?

Fuck.
Those Reavers.
I shouldn't have gotten so

Damn it!

I need a distraction. Someone give me a distraction. Distract me goddammit!

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	secondxbest 2013-03-23 04:59 am UTC (link)
	I'm Faith. You'll hate me once you know. Maybe this isn't the best way for us to first talk. Any idea of where I can get morphine without some kind of a doctor's note. Or whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nyota_uhura 2013-03-23 05:06 am UTC (link)
	You don't know me and are already assessing if I'll hate you? If you don't wish to talk this way first, that's your decision, but do try to accept the help of those you mentioned. It seems like they're already around and trying to help. No, I don't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	secondxbest 2013-03-23 05:12 am UTC (link)
	I wasn't a good person. I'm bad and good people don't usually approve of the things I've done. ... I get a drug-like euphoria from killing and torturing others. That's just the surface of how fucked up I am. Now tell me you don't hate me. I dare you. I'd steal it if I wasn't so afraid I'd do something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nyota_uhura 2013-03-23 05:38 am UTC (link)
	If you're aware they were wrong and are seeking to change from that path, that's an important step. I don't hate you. I think you need help, but I don't hate you. Don't steal it, then. Seek other methods, or help, to avoid doing something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	secondxbest 2013-03-23 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	I guess so. Well, that's a first. I'm just staying in my current home right now. I'm afraid to go out. Maybe tomorrow will be an easier day. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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