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granт ward ([info]comeuppance) wrote in [info]jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-04-11 10:05:00

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Entry tags:clint barton / hawkeye (616), gabriel gray / sylar, grant ward (616), grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, lance hunter, lucifer, phil coulson (616), phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that my mind was manipulated. And also with the fact that the situation was such that my friends would have expected betrayal over mind control. Perils of deep cover operations. But I can also acknowledge the manipulation doesn't excuse my actions. My loyalties were altered, but the choices I made in the service of those loyalties were mine. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm sorry for the shit I did, especially trying to murder powered heroes and actually murdering some of them. And for definitely killing your girlfriend, Phil. And for being a dick, well more of one than I usually am, here.

Except the part where I was a dick to other me. He can choke. Also I genuinely think his girlfriend is awful.

jess.

I know you have no reason to like me or help me. But you seem to have your shit together the most out of Phil's family. So...help? I think I've caught feelings.


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[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 10:26 am UTC (link)
You were doing so well there, Grant. You really were. And then you had to go and be yourself.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 10:40 am UTC (link)
If I wasn't kind of an asshole, you wouldn't have believed it.

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[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 10:49 am UTC (link)
Fair enough. Still. You really shouldn't poke at them like that. There's this thing called internal thoughts that we generally keep to ourselves.

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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 11:12 am UTC
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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 11:44 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 12:00 pm UTC
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(no subject) - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 03:03 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 03:37 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 03:42 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 03:44 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 03:47 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 04:30 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 04:37 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 04:48 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 04:52 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 05:14 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 05:18 pm UTC
Re: phil | grant. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 05:33 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-12 09:22 am UTC
phil | grant. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 04:28 pm UTC
phil | grant. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-12 04:33 pm UTC

[info]survives
2017-04-11 10:27 am UTC (link)
Well, bully for you.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 10:42 am UTC (link)
Yeah. It's definitely great to know I had my brain played with in a way that completely shifted my allegiances and led me to hurt people I care about. You're right. It's awesome. I'm up to only thinking about offing myself once a week, so it's just super great.

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[info]survives
2017-04-11 10:48 am UTC (link)
Yeah. That desire never really goes away completely. Still, once a week is decent progress considering the alternatives.

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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 11:12 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]survives, 2017-04-11 11:14 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 11:44 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]survives, 2017-04-11 11:53 am UTC
other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 12:51 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-11 02:48 pm UTC
other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 03:38 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-11 03:45 pm UTC
Re: other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 04:31 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-11 04:38 pm UTC
other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 04:42 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-11 04:47 pm UTC
other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 05:33 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-12 09:31 am UTC
Re: other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 04:29 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-12 04:32 pm UTC
other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 06:17 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-12 06:36 pm UTC
other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 06:47 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-12 07:04 pm UTC
other me. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 07:33 pm UTC
other me. - [info]survives, 2017-04-13 08:04 am UTC

[info]wantedthedevil
2017-04-11 10:31 am UTC (link)
I'm so proud of you. This is coming quite a long way from the 'hey, if I off myself, am I definitely going to hell?' line of thinking.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 10:43 am UTC (link)
Well, you know. Therapy is helping. And I mean...you don't entirely suck. Well, sometimes. But in the fun way. And I guess killing myself would probably be selfish or whatever.

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[info]wantedthedevil
2017-04-11 10:46 am UTC (link)
Not selfish. Just shortsighted. There's nothing that you can't come back from. Trust me. If anyone should know, it's the reformed King of Hell.

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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 07:33 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]wantedthedevil, 2017-04-13 08:05 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]survives, 2017-04-11 03:15 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 03:39 pm UTC
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[info]disappointeddad
2017-04-11 10:33 am UTC (link)
Oh, dear God. There's two of you, too.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 10:43 am UTC (link)
You can count. I'm impressed.

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[info]disappointeddad
2017-04-11 10:45 am UTC (link)
I can see some things don't differ too dramatically by reality, then.

Though... all of that definitely does.

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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 11:13 am UTC
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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 07:56 pm UTC
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(no subject) - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 04:18 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 04:29 pm UTC
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(no subject) - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-11 04:54 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 05:36 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-12 09:34 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 04:32 pm UTC
grant | phil. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-12 04:39 pm UTC
grant | phil. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 06:18 pm UTC
grant | phil. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-12 06:38 pm UTC
grant | phil. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 06:49 pm UTC
grant | phil. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-12 06:58 pm UTC
grant | phil. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 07:34 pm UTC
grant | phil. - [info]thebigcheese, 2017-04-13 08:09 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thislooksbad, 2017-04-13 08:09 am UTC
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(no subject) - [info]younghawk, 2017-04-13 04:12 pm UTC

[info]voiceofdoom
2017-04-11 11:10 am UTC (link)
Well, at least you're being an adult about it and owning up to the shit you did do. Even if you weren't entirely responsible. Mind control can be a bitch.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 11:14 am UTC (link)
What else am I supposed to do? It's the only thing that makes sense.

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[info]voiceofdoom
2017-04-11 11:19 am UTC (link)
Nothing? I think you're probably handling it the best way it can be handled, all things considered.

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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 11:50 am UTC
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(no subject) - [info]voiceofdoom, 2017-04-12 06:49 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-12 07:35 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]voiceofdoom, 2017-04-13 08:19 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]miracleworker, 2017-04-13 06:59 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]miracleworker, 2017-04-13 06:57 pm UTC

[info]abravenewworld
2017-04-11 11:12 am UTC (link)
That happens to the best of us, buddy. Sometimes the murder gets a little out of hand, but eh. It's not like you can generally unkill someone.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 11:14 am UTC (link)
Yeah...I guess that's a way to look at it.

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[info]abravenewworld
2017-04-11 11:21 am UTC (link)
You've got to find a way to think about it that keeps you sane. Otherwise, you're going to be beating yourself up for decades, and that's not a healthy way to go about things.

Or at least, that's what I've been told.

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[info]knowmyself
2017-04-11 04:52 pm UTC (link)
Just what is it that I've apparently done to you to make you think I'm awful? I've spoken to you twice, maybe three times and as far as I know I haven't been rude or anything so really, what is it about me that you find so awful that you have to go and say it here.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 05:13 pm UTC (link)
I don't have to justify my feelings to you.

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[info]knowmyself
2017-04-11 05:16 pm UTC (link)
No you don't but if I've done something to offend you I want to know.

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(no subject) - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-11 07:31 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]knowmyself, 2017-04-11 07:34 pm UTC
Jess//Grant
[info]venomblasts
2017-04-11 11:56 pm UTC (link)
Well, I don't want to kill you this week so that's something. I honestly don't think I've ever been the "has their shit together" one before. This is strange.

Caught feelings? For your Beau?

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jess | grant.
[info]comeuppance
2017-04-12 09:17 am UTC (link)
That's good. I think. I mean, I'm still sort of in a place where I want to shoot myself in the face, so, eh?

Maybe. I don't know. I've never been good at this kind of thing. I like him.

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jess | grant. - [info]venomblasts, 2017-04-12 08:07 pm UTC
Re: jess | grant. - [info]comeuppance, 2017-04-13 08:01 am UTC

[info]angryteacup
2017-04-12 12:00 am UTC (link)
You I like.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-12 09:15 am UTC (link)
You'll probably change your mind.

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