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granт ward ([info]comeuppance) wrote in [info]jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-04-11 10:05:00

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Entry tags:clint barton / hawkeye (616), gabriel gray / sylar, grant ward (616), grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, lance hunter, lucifer, phil coulson (616), phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that my mind was manipulated. And also with the fact that the situation was such that my friends would have expected betrayal over mind control. Perils of deep cover operations. But I can also acknowledge the manipulation doesn't excuse my actions. My loyalties were altered, but the choices I made in the service of those loyalties were mine. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm sorry for the shit I did, especially trying to murder powered heroes and actually murdering some of them. And for definitely killing your girlfriend, Phil. And for being a dick, well more of one than I usually am, here.

Except the part where I was a dick to other me. He can choke. Also I genuinely think his girlfriend is awful.

jess.

I know you have no reason to like me or help me. But you seem to have your shit together the most out of Phil's family. So...help? I think I've caught feelings.

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[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 10:26 am UTC (link)
You were doing so well there, Grant. You really were. And then you had to go and be yourself.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 10:40 am UTC (link)
If I wasn't kind of an asshole, you wouldn't have believed it.

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[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 10:49 am UTC (link)
Fair enough. Still. You really shouldn't poke at them like that. There's this thing called internal thoughts that we generally keep to ourselves.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 11:12 am UTC (link)
Come on, Phil. Like you don't agree with me?

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[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 11:13 am UTC (link)
What I think doesn't matter, Grant. This is all a matter of tact and knowing when something is an inappropriate sentiment to express.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 11:44 am UTC (link)
Which means you agree. Otherwise you would have just said you didn't.

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[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 12:00 pm UTC (link)
That's not how these things work, Grant Douglas. You can't just assume that I agree with you because I don't actively disagree. If that was how it worked, there would be more elaborate discussions we'd have to be having right now than this.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 12:48 pm UTC (link)
Sure, sometimes. But you don't equivocate. If you didn't agree with that you would have said.

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[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 03:03 pm UTC (link)
You could try maybe not using your awareness and familiarity with my rhetorical strategies against me. But fine. You're right. Happy?

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 03:37 pm UTC (link)
shitfuck Sorry.

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phil | grant.
[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 03:42 pm UTC (link)
Hey. You're fine. Okay? I shouldn't have snapped.

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phil | grant.
[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 03:44 pm UTC (link)
Okay. Yeah. No, it's fine. I'm fine. It's no big deal. I get on your nerves, you get snippy. It's who we are.

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phil | grant.
[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 03:47 pm UTC (link)
Still. You're making a real effort, and I shouldn't just focus on the shortcomings of it.

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phil | grant.
[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 04:30 pm UTC (link)
It's fine. I'm a shitty person. I deserve it.

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phil | grant.
[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 04:37 pm UTC (link)
No. You don't. Because ignoring progress is how you make a person stop trying altogether.

And you're doing great.

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phil | grant.
[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 04:48 pm UTC (link)
Fine. Whatever.

Thanks.

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phil | grant.
[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 04:52 pm UTC (link)
Do you have any idea how irritatingly contrary you are?

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phil | grant.
[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 05:14 pm UTC (link)
sorry I have some idea.

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phil | grant.
[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-11 05:18 pm UTC (link)
You deserve good things, Grant. Even with everything that you've done, you're still a human being.

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[info]comeuppance
2017-04-11 05:33 pm UTC (link)
That's arguable.

But I know what you mean and I appreciate it.

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phil | grant.
[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-12 09:22 am UTC (link)
You're doing good, Grant. Whatever it might feel like, you are.

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phil | grant.
[info]comeuppance
2017-04-12 04:28 pm UTC (link)
Thanks. I'm trying.

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phil | grant.
[info]thebigcheese
2017-04-12 04:33 pm UTC (link)
I know. Don't think I haven't noticed.

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