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Tweak says, ""LET'S GO, MADNESS!""

granт ward (comeuppance) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-04-11 10:05:00

Entry tags:

clint barton / hawkeye (616), gabriel gray / sylar, grant ward (616), grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, lance hunter, lucifer, phil coulson (616), phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that my mind was manipulated. And also with the fact that the situation was such that my friends would have expected betrayal over mind control. Perils of deep cover operations. But I can also acknowledge the manipulation doesn't excuse my actions. My loyalties were altered, but the choices I made in the service of those loyalties were mine. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm sorry for the shit I did, especially trying to murder powered heroes and actually murdering some of them. And for definitely killing your girlfriend, Phil. And for being a dick, well more of one than I usually am, here.

Except the part where I was a dick to other me. He can choke. Also I genuinely think his girlfriend is awful.

jess.

I know you have no reason to like me or help me. But you seem to have your shit together the most out of Phil's family. So...help? I think I've caught feelings.

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	abravenewworld 2017-04-11 04:55 pm UTC (link)
	Put your best foot forward, I say. Even if that foot is diseased and about to fall off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	Makes sense to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abravenewworld 2017-04-12 09:30 am UTC (link)
	The name's Gabriel, by the way. I always seem to forget to do that. Gabriel Gray. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-12 04:33 pm UTC (link)
	Grant. Grant Ward. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abravenewworld 2017-04-12 04:45 pm UTC (link)
	Ah. I see. Well, I will admit, I've heard quite a bit about your counterpart. But it looks like you're a bit ahead of him when it comes to the important stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-12 06:16 pm UTC (link)
	Well, it's different, isn't it? I was mind controlled. He was abused and manipulated. It's two entirely different situations. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abravenewworld 2017-04-12 06:53 pm UTC (link)
	But they go hand in hand, really, at the end of the day. They both exacerbate the same kind of negative behaviors and irrational reactions even after you realize the situation you've been in. After that, it's mostly a matter of figure out how to temper all of that. Though, to be fair, you're both doing better than I did so I can't really judge. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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