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Tweak says, "Why am I always Kate Winslet?"

granт ward (comeuppance) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-04-11 10:05:00

Entry tags:

clint barton / hawkeye (616), gabriel gray / sylar, grant ward (616), grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, lance hunter, lucifer, phil coulson (616), phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that my mind was manipulated. And also with the fact that the situation was such that my friends would have expected betrayal over mind control. Perils of deep cover operations. But I can also acknowledge the manipulation doesn't excuse my actions. My loyalties were altered, but the choices I made in the service of those loyalties were mine. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm sorry for the shit I did, especially trying to murder powered heroes and actually murdering some of them. And for definitely killing your girlfriend, Phil. And for being a dick, well more of one than I usually am, here.

Except the part where I was a dick to other me. He can choke. Also I genuinely think his girlfriend is awful.

jess.

I know you have no reason to like me or help me. But you seem to have your shit together the most out of Phil's family. So...help? I think I've caught feelings.

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	thebigcheese 2017-04-13 08:11 am UTC (link)
	I think on the scale of potentially traumatizing statements he could witness, this is pretty far down there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:13 am UTC (link)
	I'm pretty sure this is worse than the time you started talking about my dick. Side note - as long as Jess is okay with it, do whatever weird bonding you need to with your friend. I trust you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thebigcheese 2017-04-13 08:15 am UTC (link)
	Only slightly. Maybe a tad bit higher than that. Still not as bad as some potential hypotheticals. I think in this instance it would be therapeutic rather than bonding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:17 am UTC (link)
	You can't compare it to hypotheticals. This is literally the worst thing you've said where our son can see. Fine. You have permission to go out and do therapy on your friend-guy. Also, Daisy can see all of this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thebigcheese 2017-04-13 08:22 am UTC (link)
	But I might say worse in the future. You never know. Beside, he's practically an adult now. He's probably heard and possibly done far worse by now. I imagine Daisy's already figured out our relationship is more than a little complicated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:25 am UTC (link)
	I like to have faith you won't. PHIL! You take that back right now. Please don't use the word relationship with regard to your ex-evil protege. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thebigcheese 2017-04-13 08:48 am UTC (link)
	Your faith is misplaced, my child. All right. Francis is a saintly boy who would never do anything even remotely untoward despite the fact that he is both a teenager and a Barton. Friendship, then. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	younghawk 2017-04-13 04:12 pm UTC (link)
	I can still see this. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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