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Tweak says, "Do not taunt Happy Fun Ball!"

granт ward (comeuppance) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-04-11 10:05:00

Entry tags:

clint barton / hawkeye (616), gabriel gray / sylar, grant ward (616), grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, lance hunter, lucifer, phil coulson (616), phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that my mind was manipulated. And also with the fact that the situation was such that my friends would have expected betrayal over mind control. Perils of deep cover operations. But I can also acknowledge the manipulation doesn't excuse my actions. My loyalties were altered, but the choices I made in the service of those loyalties were mine. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm sorry for the shit I did, especially trying to murder powered heroes and actually murdering some of them. And for definitely killing your girlfriend, Phil. And for being a dick, well more of one than I usually am, here.

Except the part where I was a dick to other me. He can choke. Also I genuinely think his girlfriend is awful.

jess.

I know you have no reason to like me or help me. But you seem to have your shit together the most out of Phil's family. So...help? I think I've caught feelings.

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	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 08:06 am UTC (link)
	None of you are children. It probably wouldn't be the best strategy to take. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:10 am UTC (link)
	He means it in a kinky way. I think. And yeah, that's definitely how I wanted to introduce myself to someone new. Hi, Clint Barton. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 08:13 am UTC (link)
	~~But you're~~ ~~Huh.~~ It would definitely only be in a punishment way. Only. Ever. You're not what I would have expected. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:14 am UTC (link)
	I figured as much. But they were leaving you clueless so it only seemed right to step in. Sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 08:16 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to apologize? I'm nothing like what you'd expect, either, I imagine. Given what your Coulson seems to look like. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:18 am UTC (link)
	Eh, you don't seem that different from Phil. I mean, I guess you look different and you're a little older, but that stuff isn't a big deal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 08:20 am UTC (link)
	Window dressing to the overall personality? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:21 am UTC (link)
	Exactly. It's not really important unless you make it important. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 08:23 am UTC (link)
	You're just as rational as I would expect. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:25 am UTC (link)
	That's a good thing, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 08:39 am UTC (link)
	Of course. Why wouldn't it be? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sliderule 2017-04-13 04:08 pm UTC (link)
	I really hope you knew what he was hinting at prior to being told (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 04:11 pm UTC (link)
	It wasn't where my brain went, no. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sliderule 2017-04-13 04:20 pm UTC (link)
	I wish my brain hadn't made that connection. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-13 04:23 pm UTC (link)
	With any luck, it's one you'll forget about quickly enough. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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